How to pronounce "overjoyed"

And I was like, "What? No, I'm not."

But then I wondered, could I be in denial about my own obsession?

Was I actually spending a lot of money on chocolate but blind to it?

Well, here was a chance for me to test this theory.

Using my accountant lens,

off I went tracking my spending on chocolate --

and there it was,

my love for chocolate.

I was spending about 50 dollars a month on chocolate,

especially in months when I was overstressed

and months when I was overjoyed.

Analyzing my expenses helped me to understand

that I had an emotional pattern where when I'm struggling or celebrating,

I binge on chocolate.

I had struggled with my weight for a very long time

and I was convinced that my diet was not the problem.

I was convinced that it was my lack of effort in exercise,

and certainly not chocolate.

Tracking my spending on chocolate, though,

helped me realize that I was afraid of facing myself in the mirror,

literally and figuratively,