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I have this secret fantasy that an

I have this secret fantasy that an

I have this secret fantasy that an artist can anticipate a scientific

artist can anticipate a scientific

artist can anticipate a scientific breakthrough which even here this is

breakthrough which even here this is

breakthrough which even here this is hard for me to say because I I went to

hard for me to say because I I went to

hard for me to say because I I went to school as an engineer I worked in tech

school as an engineer I worked in tech

school as an engineer I worked in tech for a long time and I'm skeptical even

for a long time and I'm skeptical even

for a long time and I'm skeptical even right now I'm artist at the neuroscience

right now I'm artist at the neuroscience

right now I'm artist at the neuroscience Research Center at UT and I hang out

Research Center at UT and I hang out

Research Center at UT and I hang out with real scientists and they're like

with real scientists and they're like

with real scientists and they're like really skeptical but I went back to art

really skeptical but I went back to art

really skeptical but I went back to art school I quit my job some years ago and

school I quit my job some years ago and

school I quit my job some years ago and I went back to art school and this is

I went back to art school and this is

I went back to art school and this is where I learned that as an artist if you

where I learned that as an artist if you

where I learned that as an artist if you research something and you run into

research something and you run into

research something and you run into anything really difficult you can just

anything really difficult you can just

anything really difficult you can just you can just imagine your way through it

you can just imagine your way through it

you can just imagine your way through it okay and also your job as an artist is

okay and also your job as an artist is

okay and also your job as an artist is to really pay attention to yourself and

to really pay attention to yourself and

to really pay attention to yourself and sometimes those observations get

sometimes those observations get

sometimes those observations get eventually explained by science so it

eventually explained by science so it

eventually explained by science so it was with that idea it was three summers

was with that idea it was three summers

was with that idea it was three summers ago and I had cobbled together this way

ago and I had cobbled together this way

ago and I had cobbled together this way to take a look at brain patterns I'd

to take a look at brain patterns I'd

to take a look at brain patterns I'd acti I'd hacked together this EEG from

acti I'd hacked together this EEG from

acti I'd hacked together this EEG from parts from a toy and this was gonna be

parts from a toy and this was gonna be

parts from a toy and this was gonna be my art figures out science idea and it

my art figures out science idea and it

my art figures out science idea and it was going badly okay

was going badly okay

was going badly okay the thing totally worked right I

the thing totally worked right I

the thing totally worked right I strapped it on me and anybody that would

strapped it on me and anybody that would

strapped it on me and anybody that would let me and the idea was I had thought

let me and the idea was I had thought

let me and the idea was I had thought that there was a connection between your

that there was a connection between your

that there was a connection between your brain patterns right the rhythms

brain patterns right the rhythms

brain patterns right the rhythms proportions patterns in your mind and

proportions patterns in your mind and

proportions patterns in your mind and how you experienced write rhythms

how you experienced write rhythms

how you experienced write rhythms patterns proportions in the world like a

patterns proportions in the world like a

patterns proportions in the world like a like a neuro version of

like a neuro version of

like a neuro version of golden section and the problem I was

golden section and the problem I was

golden section and the problem I was having with the EEG was it amplifies an

having with the EEG was it amplifies an

having with the EEG was it amplifies an electrical signal right you strap this

electrical signal right you strap this

electrical signal right you strap this thing on and what I realized I'm trying

thing on and what I realized I'm trying

thing on and what I realized I'm trying to measure brain right and what i'm

to measure brain right and what i'm

to measure brain right and what i'm getting instead is like whether you're

getting instead is like whether you're

getting instead is like whether you're scrunching up your forehead or moving

scrunching up your forehead or moving

scrunching up your forehead or moving your eyebrow I just didn't think I was

your eyebrow I just didn't think I was

your eyebrow I just didn't think I was measuring anything real and I thought

measuring anything real and I thought

measuring anything real and I thought hmm

hmm

hmm I thought back like how I'm trying to

I thought back like how I'm trying to

I thought back like how I'm trying to measure this directly and I thought how

measure this directly and I thought how

measure this directly and I thought how else can I write get at this idea of

else can I write get at this idea of

else can I write get at this idea of brain patterns and I thought back to my

brain patterns and I thought back to my

brain patterns and I thought back to my early days of compact computer we'd get

early days of compact computer we'd get

early days of compact computer we'd get right reverse engineer we used to get

right reverse engineer we used to get

right reverse engineer we used to get the competitors product right bring it

the competitors product right bring it

the competitors product right bring it in the conference room completely

in the conference room completely

in the conference room completely disassemble it and look at all the

disassemble it and look at all the

disassemble it and look at all the pieces and try to figure out how it

pieces and try to figure out how it

pieces and try to figure out how it worked and I thought well maybe I can do

worked and I thought well maybe I can do

worked and I thought well maybe I can do that around the brain and take a look at

that around the brain and take a look at

that around the brain and take a look at you know kind of some subconscious

you know kind of some subconscious

you know kind of some subconscious measurement of time right all that

measurement of time right all that

measurement of time right all that little multitasking stuff right that

little multitasking stuff right that

little multitasking stuff right that we're doing all their little parsing

we're doing all their little parsing

we're doing all their little parsing bits of time and I thought well I'll

bits of time and I thought well I'll

bits of time and I thought well I'll measure my time and right at the point

measure my time and right at the point

measure my time and right at the point where I figured out how hard it is to

where I figured out how hard it is to

where I figured out how hard it is to really write down your minute by minute

really write down your minute by minute

really write down your minute by minute time I found Ben lip quits and Ben had

time I found Ben lip quits and Ben had

time I found Ben lip quits and Ben had been measuring his time 24 hours a day

been measuring his time 24 hours a day

been measuring his time 24 hours a day minute by minute going back to 2005 he's

minute by minute going back to 2005 he's

minute by minute going back to 2005 he's he's yeah I've met him he's fabulous and

he's yeah I've met him he's fabulous and

he's yeah I've met him he's fabulous and it was really exciting because the way I

it was really exciting because the way I

it was really exciting because the way I had imagined time and the way he was

had imagined time and the way he was

had imagined time and the way he was measuring time felt really similar so I

measuring time felt really similar so I

measuring time felt really similar so I started making drawings and it was later

started making drawings and it was later

started making drawings and it was later that very same summer a friend of mine

that very same summer a friend of mine

that very same summer a friend of mine who's on the faculty at NYU he happens

who's on the faculty at NYU he happens

who's on the faculty at NYU he happens to run the New York Chapter of the

to run the New York Chapter of the

to run the New York Chapter of the quantified self he looks at me and he

quantified self he looks at me and he

quantified self he looks at me and he goes Laurie this is really good but you

goes Laurie this is really good but you

goes Laurie this is really good but you should measure something about yourself

should measure something about yourself

should measure something about yourself and it's like all right okay so I I

and it's like all right okay so I I

and it's like all right okay so I I discovered a Zeo which is yet another

discovered a Zeo which is yet another

discovered a Zeo which is yet another headband

headband

headband and it's a really accurate way to

and it's a really accurate way to

and it's a really accurate way to measure sleep right and you don't have

measure sleep right and you don't have

measure sleep right and you don't have to do anything you don't write anything

to do anything you don't write anything

to do anything you don't write anything down right you just strap this thing on

down right you just strap this thing on

down right you just strap this thing on you go to sleep it grabs all the data

you go to sleep it grabs all the data

you go to sleep it grabs all the data for you and I it was really it was

for you and I it was really it was

for you and I it was really it was really quite interesting because this

really quite interesting because this

really quite interesting because this idea of all these little snippets of

idea of all these little snippets of

idea of all these little snippets of time waking benzol of his waking time

time waking benzol of his waking time

time waking benzol of his waking time and my sleeping time it was right it was

and my sleeping time it was right it was

and my sleeping time it was right it was all these little patterns and snippets

all these little patterns and snippets

all these little patterns and snippets and I became super super interested in

and I became super super interested in

and I became super super interested in sleep all the good stuff happens when

sleep all the good stuff happens when

sleep all the good stuff happens when you sleep and I started to really think

you sleep and I started to really think

you sleep and I started to really think about my patterns of sleep and if

about my patterns of sleep and if

about my patterns of sleep and if anybody uses a Zeo I ditched their

anybody uses a Zeo I ditched their

anybody uses a Zeo I ditched their graphics and put it all in Excel and

graphics and put it all in Excel and

graphics and put it all in Excel and you're looking at night after night all

you're looking at night after night all

you're looking at night after night all the purple stuff is the fabulous

the purple stuff is the fabulous

the purple stuff is the fabulous fabulous a deep sleep that's the good

fabulous a deep sleep that's the good

fabulous a deep sleep that's the good stuff

stuff

stuff and you can see partway through the

and you can see partway through the

and you can see partway through the month you can start to see there's a

month you can start to see there's a

month you can start to see there's a pattern these big orange sections are

pattern these big orange sections are

pattern these big orange sections are when I'm waking up at night right on

when I'm waking up at night right on

when I'm waking up at night right on cool but something's really stressing me

cool but something's really stressing me

cool but something's really stressing me out

out

out right I am waking up for hours at a time

right I am waking up for hours at a time

right I am waking up for hours at a time and you know I really started to think

and you know I really started to think

and you know I really started to think about right these patterns of data about

about right these patterns of data about

about right these patterns of data about me and here's one that's even easier to

me and here's one that's even easier to

me and here's one that's even easier to read so she's right you start to see her

read so she's right you start to see her

read so she's right you start to see her right the patterns of her time and then

right the patterns of her time and then

right the patterns of her time and then all of a sudden toward the end of the

all of a sudden toward the end of the

all of a sudden toward the end of the month boom right something bad is going

month boom right something bad is going

month boom right something bad is going on alright she's like huge amounts of

on alright she's like huge amounts of

on alright she's like huge amounts of time where she's awake and I started to

time where she's awake and I started to

time where she's awake and I started to look at these patterns of data and

look at these patterns of data and

look at these patterns of data and realized I could see even more

realized I could see even more

realized I could see even more subtleties in the data right I took my

subtleties in the data right I took my

subtleties in the data right I took my sleep patterns and I compared them to

sleep patterns and I compared them to

sleep patterns and I compared them to others and I realized you know there's

others and I realized you know there's

others and I realized you know there's something very specific in this right

something very specific in this right

something very specific in this right there's something rating individual to

there's something rating individual to

there's something rating individual to me almost like this fingerprint and I

me almost like this fingerprint and I

me almost like this fingerprint and I thought hmmm this feels very I mean this

thought hmmm this feels very I mean this

thought hmmm this feels very I mean this feels very much like I'm specific this

feels very much like I'm specific this

feels very much like I'm specific this is very specific to me and it was right

is very specific to me and it was right

is very specific to me and it was right about this time I didn't want to be I

about this time I didn't want to be I

about this time I didn't want to be I didn't want to be the only one that was

didn't want to be the only one that was

didn't want to be the only one that was jumping into bed every night with this

jumping into bed every night with this

jumping into bed every night with this thing strapped around my forehead so my

thing strapped around my forehead so my

thing strapped around my forehead so my husband got a CO and he started to

husband got a CO and he started to

husband got a CO and he started to measure his sleep and he always thought

measure his sleep and he always thought

measure his sleep and he always thought oh god I sleep I sleep terror

oh god I sleep I sleep terror

oh god I sleep I sleep terror well it turns out part of the time he

well it turns out part of the time he

well it turns out part of the time he sleeps bad badly and part of the time he

sleeps bad badly and part of the time he

sleeps bad badly and part of the time he sleeps amazingly well right so he swings

sleeps amazingly well right so he swings

sleeps amazingly well right so he swings wildly but my sleeps pretty steady and I

wildly but my sleeps pretty steady and I

wildly but my sleeps pretty steady and I thought oh there's something very

thought oh there's something very

thought oh there's something very insightful here I mean it was like oh

insightful here I mean it was like oh

insightful here I mean it was like oh there's like some essential I mean I

there's like some essential I mean I

there's like some essential I mean I thought oh there's some essential right

thought oh there's some essential right

thought oh there's some essential right idea of who we are in this so you might

idea of who we are in this so you might

idea of who we are in this so you might think well why right what would my

think well why right what would my

think well why right what would my patterns look like right am I really

patterns look like right am I really

patterns look like right am I really moody right my steady are they gonna

moody right my steady are they gonna

moody right my steady are they gonna squirt all of a sudden you think what

squirt all of a sudden you think what

squirt all of a sudden you think what would what would I look like so I

would what would I look like so I

would what would I look like so I grabbed all this raw data and as an

grabbed all this raw data and as an

grabbed all this raw data and as an artist I started to translate it into

artist I started to translate it into

artist I started to translate it into the feel of human time right here's an

the feel of human time right here's an

the feel of human time right here's an argument right here's something really

argument right here's something really

argument right here's something really stressful and here's right I'm eating an

stressful and here's right I'm eating an

stressful and here's right I'm eating an ice cream sundae right the part right

ice cream sundae right the part right

ice cream sundae right the part right the sense of and I put it all into a

the sense of and I put it all into a

the sense of and I put it all into a show in Los Angeles and the show got

show in Los Angeles and the show got

show in Los Angeles and the show got noticed I mean it got really got

noticed I mean it got really got

noticed I mean it got really got reviewed and not just in the arts

reviewed and not just in the arts

reviewed and not just in the arts section so the newspaper it got in tech

section so the newspaper it got in tech

section so the newspaper it got in tech pubs it got in New Scientist and

pubs it got in New Scientist and

pubs it got in New Scientist and Engadget I mean these were things and in

Engadget I mean these were things and in

Engadget I mean these were things and in it and as an artist it's it's thrill I

it and as an artist it's it's thrill I

it and as an artist it's it's thrill I mean it's thrilling but then you have

mean it's thrilling but then you have

mean it's thrilling but then you have this moment of just panic right the end

this moment of just panic right the end

this moment of just panic right the end of a show it's like what do I do now I

of a show it's like what do I do now I

of a show it's like what do I do now I mean what do I do next

mean what do I do next

mean what do I do next and I realized I'd never stopped

and I realized I'd never stopped

and I realized I'd never stopped measuring my sleep and I thought well

measuring my sleep and I thought well

measuring my sleep and I thought well maybe I should measure more right this

maybe I should measure more right this

maybe I should measure more right this sleep was so easy what else is like that

sleep was so easy what else is like that

sleep was so easy what else is like that I could you know I could try to live in

I could you know I could try to live in

I could you know I could try to live in the future a little bit and you know I

the future a little bit and you know I

the future a little bit and you know I realized right censors are gonna be like

realized right censors are gonna be like

realized right censors are gonna be like embedded in our clothes and right stuck

embedded in our clothes and right stuck

embedded in our clothes and right stuck on our skin there's one that just got

on our skin there's one that just got

on our skin there's one that just got FDA approval that's this little tiny

FDA approval that's this little tiny

FDA approval that's this little tiny thing that you swallow right I mean even

thing that you swallow right I mean even

thing that you swallow right I mean even now right your phone has five sensors in

now right your phone has five sensors in

now right your phone has five sensors in it you spend a lot of time right every

it you spend a lot of time right every

it you spend a lot of time right every people sneaking over here watching your

people sneaking over here watching your

people sneaking over here watching your phone but pretty soon your phone's gonna

phone but pretty soon your phone's gonna

phone but pretty soon your phone's gonna watch you and you think yeah yeah no no

watch you and you think yeah yeah no no

watch you and you think yeah yeah no no no what if I were you know what if

no what if I were you know what if

no what if I were you know what if somebody really kept track of like

somebody really kept track of like

somebody really kept track of like everywhere I went and

everywhere I went and

everywhere I went and what I you know the nutrition of what I

what I you know the nutrition of what I

what I you know the nutrition of what I really ate no no no no no no to be human

really ate no no no no no no to be human

really ate no no no no no no to be human I've had people say this to be human is

I've had people say this to be human is

I've had people say this to be human is to be a mystery okay one of the

to be a mystery okay one of the

to be a mystery okay one of the neuroscientists in the lab a week ago I

neuroscientists in the lab a week ago I

neuroscientists in the lab a week ago I explained what I'm working on and she

explained what I'm working on and she

explained what I'm working on and she goes Laurie is it possible to have too

goes Laurie is it possible to have too

goes Laurie is it possible to have too much data about yourself you know so if

much data about yourself you know so if

much data about yourself you know so if that's going through your mind it's not

that's going through your mind it's not

that's going through your mind it's not just you but for me I decided you know

just you but for me I decided you know

just you but for me I decided you know to run straight toward the data

to run straight toward the data

to run straight toward the data I got a Fitbit I measured my steps I

I got a Fitbit I measured my steps I

I got a Fitbit I measured my steps I write I get on a Wi-Fi scale every day I

write I get on a Wi-Fi scale every day I

write I get on a Wi-Fi scale every day I spit in a tube I got my DNA snippets I

spit in a tube I got my DNA snippets I

spit in a tube I got my DNA snippets I turned on manic time on my laptop keeps

turned on manic time on my laptop keeps

turned on manic time on my laptop keeps track of everything I do I open pass on

track of everything I do I open pass on

track of everything I do I open pass on my phone everywhere I've gone I set up

my phone everywhere I've gone I set up

my phone everywhere I've gone I set up an email trigger and I score how my

an email trigger and I score how my

an email trigger and I score how my stomach feels and then exactly what I've

stomach feels and then exactly what I've

stomach feels and then exactly what I've eaten and there's some more but I don't

eaten and there's some more but I don't

eaten and there's some more but I don't want to sound I don't want to sound I

want to sound I don't want to sound I

want to sound I don't want to sound I mean I'm you don't want to sound Medi

mean I'm you don't want to sound Medi

mean I'm you don't want to sound Medi but I

but I

but I no really I'm really no I mean if people

no really I'm really no I mean if people

no really I'm really no I mean if people know me I'm like the most balanced

know me I'm like the most balanced

know me I'm like the most balanced person but I wanted to get the date over

person but I wanted to get the date over

person but I wanted to get the date over long periods of time and and now I have

long periods of time and and now I have

long periods of time and and now I have you know years I've years of data and

you know years I've years of data and

you know years I've years of data and thousands of data points but I'm not I

thousands of data points but I'm not I

thousands of data points but I'm not I mean I'm not naive about data privacy

you know you probably looked at yourself

you know you probably looked at yourself

you know you probably looked at yourself right you've taken a look what's public

right you've taken a look what's public

right you've taken a look what's public about me online

about me online

about me online what's knowable I mean I actually even

what's knowable I mean I actually even

what's knowable I mean I actually even made a list once what are all the

made a list once what are all the

made a list once what are all the different sources that the CIA came

different sources that the CIA came

different sources that the CIA came after me what could they find but right

after me what could they find but right

after me what could they find but right now you can get really upset about

now you can get really upset about

now you can get really upset about tracking cookies do you own your email

tracking cookies do you own your email

tracking cookies do you own your email what's on Facebook all your Google

what's on Facebook all your Google

what's on Facebook all your Google search history every app you turn on

search history every app you turn on

search history every app you turn on knows where you're located right you get

knows where you're located right you get

knows where you're located right you get my sense right now is you know they

my sense right now is you know they

my sense right now is you know they measure me know I measure me you have

measure me know I measure me you have

measure me know I measure me you have data I have data fight back come to the

data I have data fight back come to the

data I have data fight back come to the party um it's made me a lot more aware

party um it's made me a lot more aware

party um it's made me a lot more aware but basically I think I mean seriously I

but basically I think I mean seriously I

but basically I think I mean seriously I think in the end we are going to own our

think in the end we are going to own our

think in the end we are going to own our own data okay so I'm measuring away I'm

own data okay so I'm measuring away I'm

own data okay so I'm measuring away I'm adding more columns to the spreadsheet

adding more columns to the spreadsheet

adding more columns to the spreadsheet and I think I'm gonna find causal

and I think I'm gonna find causal

and I think I'm gonna find causal relationships I mean I'm think I'm gonna

relationships I mean I'm think I'm gonna

relationships I mean I'm think I'm gonna start to figure this out and the truth

start to figure this out and the truth

start to figure this out and the truth is a lot of self tracking data it's

is a lot of self tracking data it's

is a lot of self tracking data it's boring and it's really noisy data and

boring and it's really noisy data and

boring and it's really noisy data and you end up with a lot of numbers and

numbers are really abstract concepts to

numbers are really abstract concepts to

numbers are really abstract concepts to us right particularly big numbers but we

us right particularly big numbers but we

us right particularly big numbers but we recognize pattern intuitively we're

recognize pattern intuitively we're

recognize pattern intuitively we're wired for pattern recognition and when I

wired for pattern recognition and when I

wired for pattern recognition and when I started to see in the data was this

started to see in the data was this

started to see in the data was this sense of something very specific write

sense of something very specific write

sense of something very specific write something human something specific

something human something specific

something human something specific something recognizable almost like this

something recognizable almost like this

something recognizable almost like this fingerprint it's almost as though we're

fingerprint it's almost as though we're

fingerprint it's almost as though we're creating right it's almost like a human

creating right it's almost like a human

creating right it's almost like a human data portrait we're creating all this

data portrait we're creating all this

data portrait we're creating all this data if only we'd stop and notice it and

data if only we'd stop and notice it and

data if only we'd stop and notice it and I thought maybe art the language of art

I thought maybe art the language of art

I thought maybe art the language of art art can get you to look

art can get you to look

art can get you to look all these little cut blocks are symptom

all these little cut blocks are symptom

all these little cut blocks are symptom data of a population of ALS patients an

data of a population of ALS patients an

data of a population of ALS patients an ALS it's I mean Lou Gehrig's it's a

ALS it's I mean Lou Gehrig's it's a

ALS it's I mean Lou Gehrig's it's a horrible disease people can barely talk

horrible disease people can barely talk

horrible disease people can barely talk about it but in this case the metaphor

about it but in this case the metaphor

about it but in this case the metaphor the the language the sense of it being

the the language the sense of it being

the the language the sense of it being art can compel you in can get you to

art can compel you in can get you to

art can compel you in can get you to spend time can make it approachable and

spend time can make it approachable and

spend time can make it approachable and I thought well maybe pattern can be the

I thought well maybe pattern can be the

I thought well maybe pattern can be the way we consume data almost like a

way we consume data almost like a

way we consume data almost like a language right with an algorithm with

language right with an algorithm with

language right with an algorithm with the model with the set of rules that

the model with the set of rules that

the model with the set of rules that it's a language and pattern that we can

it's a language and pattern that we can

it's a language and pattern that we can learn to read right you can start to see

learn to read right you can start to see

learn to read right you can start to see this parts really stressful right or all

this parts really stressful right or all

this parts really stressful right or all of a sudden right I can start to read my

of a sudden right I can start to read my

of a sudden right I can start to read my pattern something's gone bad or right

pattern something's gone bad or right

pattern something's gone bad or right start to just notice yourself but the

start to just notice yourself but the

start to just notice yourself but the idea of pattern is as a with us the feel

idea of pattern is as a with us the feel

idea of pattern is as a with us the feel and Sensibility from an artist starts to

and Sensibility from an artist starts to

and Sensibility from an artist starts to be something that you're willing to look

be something that you're willing to look

be something that you're willing to look at right now I'm working with instant

at right now I'm working with instant

at right now I'm working with instant message chat data from a group of

message chat data from a group of

message chat data from a group of software developers not in not in a

software developers not in not in a

software developers not in not in a literal way not like infographics but

literal way not like infographics but

literal way not like infographics but where the pattern starts to be the

where the pattern starts to be the

where the pattern starts to be the experience around the data and then the

experience around the data and then the

experience around the data and then the data itself to play it back to them as

data itself to play it back to them as

data itself to play it back to them as pattern you know it's not a crazy idea

pattern you know it's not a crazy idea

pattern you know it's not a crazy idea this languages their long-standing

this languages their long-standing

this languages their long-standing languages the knotted number systems of

languages the knotted number systems of

languages the knotted number systems of the Incas right they're these

the Incas right they're these

the Incas right they're these navigational stick charts that are based

navigational stick charts that are based

navigational stick charts that are based completely on the feel of waves and

completely on the feel of waves and

completely on the feel of waves and Mayan glyphs which are all about right

Mayan glyphs which are all about right

Mayan glyphs which are all about right how 1 glyph the aesthetics of 1 glyph

how 1 glyph the aesthetics of 1 glyph

how 1 glyph the aesthetics of 1 glyph next to another and so these patterns

next to another and so these patterns

next to another and so these patterns they're not random they're meaningful

they're not random they're meaningful

they're not random they're meaningful they're us

they're us

they're us there a way to see ourselves it's

there a way to see ourselves it's

there a way to see ourselves it's recognizable it's familiar

recognizable it's familiar

recognizable it's familiar I think our data patterns are the way to

I think our data patterns are the way to

I think our data patterns are the way to see ourselves who we are Who am I what's

see ourselves who we are Who am I what's

see ourselves who we are Who am I what's possible for me for me after write all

possible for me for me after write all

possible for me for me after write all of this data measuring what I found was

of this data measuring what I found was

of this data measuring what I found was the the measuring gave me a sense of

the the measuring gave me a sense of

the the measuring gave me a sense of being of being acknowledged even when it

being of being acknowledged even when it

being of being acknowledged even when it was coming from a mechanical device you

was coming from a mechanical device you

was coming from a mechanical device you know it's funny self tracking always

know it's funny self tracking always

know it's funny self tracking always gets described in this very Calvinist

gets described in this very Calvinist

gets described in this very Calvinist right it's about health it's about

right it's about health it's about

right it's about health it's about fitness and I I really think it's

fitness and I I really think it's

fitness and I I really think it's something more compelling I think it's

something more compelling I think it's

something more compelling I think it's about understanding who we are it's

about understanding who we are it's

about understanding who we are it's about identity at this intersection of

about identity at this intersection of

about identity at this intersection of art and science I have found intense

art and science I have found intense

art and science I have found intense beauty in the patterns of how we live in

beauty in the patterns of how we live in

beauty in the patterns of how we live in us and I think there's something here I

us and I think there's something here I

us and I think there's something here I don't I mean I be truthful with you I

don't I mean I be truthful with you I

don't I mean I be truthful with you I don't completely have it wrapped up but

don't completely have it wrapped up but

don't completely have it wrapped up but I'm thinking that science maybe my

I'm thinking that science maybe my

I'm thinking that science maybe my friends the neuroscientists in my

friends the neuroscientists in my

friends the neuroscientists in my lifetime will start to understand why do

lifetime will start to understand why do

lifetime will start to understand why do these data patterns resonate why does

these data patterns resonate why does

these data patterns resonate why does this why does it feel like a connection

this why does it feel like a connection

this why does it feel like a connection maybe it turns out that it boosts our

maybe it turns out that it boosts our

maybe it turns out that it boosts our immune system or balances our mood or

immune system or balances our mood or

immune system or balances our mood or simply gives us a bond with ourselves ok

simply gives us a bond with ourselves ok

simply gives us a bond with ourselves ok I'm right at the end here and I want to

I'm right at the end here and I want to

I'm right at the end here and I want to know if it's still going through your

know if it's still going through your

know if it's still going through your mind

mind

mind I don't know Laurie all that data no

I don't know Laurie all that data no

I don't know Laurie all that data no it's just gonna magnify my defects it's

it's just gonna magnify my defects it's

it's just gonna magnify my defects it's gonna kill the mystery but I'm hoping I

gonna kill the mystery but I'm hoping I

gonna kill the mystery but I'm hoping I can flip your opinion about self

can flip your opinion about self

can flip your opinion about self tracking data being something that's

tracking data being something that's

tracking data being something that's kind of creepy

kind of creepy

kind of creepy to something that you love and you won't

to something that you love and you won't

to something that you love and you won't fear the phone watching you because it's

fear the phone watching you because it's

fear the phone watching you because it's going to be the understanding of who we

going to be the understanding of who we

going to be the understanding of who we are

and we won't fear it and in the end I

and we won't fear it and in the end I

and we won't fear it and in the end I predict that all these data patterns

predict that all these data patterns

predict that all these data patterns right that we're just going to run

right that we're just going to run

right that we're just going to run straight toward our data thank you