How to pronounce "心想"

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Feng Sanshui.

Sanshui.

Are you okay?

What do you want with him?

I just felt like

I'd gone too far the other day

and wanted to apologize to him.

Sanshui has gone to Beijing.

He's gone.

I'm too late to see him.

Well...

I'm so sorry

I pushed you

to the ground that day too.

I'm sorry.

I'm fine.

If there's nothing else, I'll be going.

Duan Bowen.

I can't find Sanshui's grandmother.

Hello, who is this?

It's me, Duan Bowen.

Why isn't this your phone number?

My phone's dead.

I called from someone else's phone.

If it's urgent, just say it.

Don't lie to me.

Sanshui's grandmother is missing.

Do you have time to come over?

What's going on?

His grandmother...

It's my fault.

I'm following Sanshui today.

I followed Sanshui to the train station,

and when I came back, his grandmother was gone.

Don't blame yourself too much.

Our first priority now

is to find Grandma as soon as possible.

Yeah.

Where does Grandma like to go in her spare time?

I just got here.

I don't know.

Don't worry about it.

What about this.

The three of us split up.

Meet here at 6:00.

Are you okay?

Sanshui.

You should come back soon.

I lost your grandmother.

Please help me take care of

my grandmother in the days to come.

Don't worry.

I'll take care of Grandma for you.

Zhuhai - Beijing

Alarm Clock 2 Grandma's medication time.

Jin Suo

Jin Suo.

I left in such a hurry this afternoon,

and forgot to tell you.

Grandma takes her medicine at this time of day,

and it's in a drawer in her room,

and that bottle has the dosage written on it,

and the same medicine is in the kitchen drawer.

Sanshui.

Why are you crying?

Is something wrong?

I lost your grandmother.

What's going on?

Now Duan and Yu are helping me find her.

You should come back soon.

I'm still worried.

Have some water.

Thank you.

Do you think Brother Sanshui will hate me?

You didn't do it on purpose.

I'm sure he won't blame you.

But I hate myself for it.

Why did I follow him to the train station?

If I didn't go with him to the train station,

Grandma won't be missing.

If I didn't go to the train station...

It's okay. If we can't find her, we'll call the police.

Have some water first.

I just heard the owner of the restaurant next door say

he saw an old lady at the Big Shell.

It seems to be Grandma.

Let's go find her.

Where are the Big Shell?

Jin Suo.

You just stay in the shop.

If Grandma comes back later, you'll be here.

Chi-zi, I'll go with you.

Why are you smiling?

I'm sorry, Yu Chi-zi.

What are you talking about?

Do all you girls like to say things

that are against your heart?

I'm not like most girls.

Didn't you always think of me as your buddy?

Since when do you take me for a girl?

Why did Sanshui go to Beijing?

He's always wanted to go to Beijing.

People should always

spend time doing

something they like.

He can't stay here all the time, either.

Don't you think so?

Where are you?

Why aren't you back at this hour?

Mom, I have something to do.

I'm not going back to dinner.

Alright.

Then I'll call Bowen

and see if he's coming.

That's not necessary.

He's with me.

You don't have to call him.

Alright.

Then be careful.

I'm jealous of you sometimes.

Why are you jealous of me?

My mother gave you

the last remaining glimmer

of motherhood in her.

Is that because I'm smart?

What's so funny?

What are you doing here, Grandma?

Let's go back.

Chi-zi.

You?

What are you doing here?

You...

Didn't you go to Beijing?

Grandma, I'm not going to Beijing.

I'm still in school.

It was Sanshui who went to Beijing.

You should

go to Beijing

with Sanshui.

Grandma.

Let's go back.

Jin Suo is worried about you.

Okay, okay.

I'll take the egg.

The egg is for Sanshui.

Eat egg, and be safe.

I'll take it.

Thank you so much today.

It doesn't matter.

Sanshui is a good friend of ours.

This is what we should do.

Then you must be hungry.

I'll go make you something to eat.

Never mind.

We'll just

grab a bite to eat later.

Grandma probably

didn't eat much all day.

You'd better cook for Grandma first.

Alright.

I'll go get you some water then.

Okay.

Sanshui.

Sanshui.

Sanshui.

Why are you back?

Sanshui.

Come, Sanshui.

Have an egg.

Safe and sound on the road.

Sanshui, why are you back?

Thank you.

Maybe it's not time to go yet.

It's all about fate.

Sanshui,

as friends,

we'll all be there for you.

Thank you, Yu Chi-zi.

I hope you're not disappointed in me.

Trust me,

I haven't given up.

You don't have to thank me.

You should thank Duan Bowen.

He was a big help today.

Chengdu Maocai

What are you thinking? Eat up.

Duan Bowen.

I think you've changed.

If you haven't changed,

then I have.

Are you writing poetry?

Is it because

of the fight I had with Sanshui?

Maybe.

Did you suddenly realize

I've become a man.

No.

I think you should go apologize to Sanshui.

I'm sorry

to disappoint you.

Don't always tell me you're sorry.

If being sorry helps,

then why do we need the police?

Yu Chi-zi.

Let's get reacquainted.

Start with the name.

What's your name?

Yu Chi-zi.

And what will you be called when you grow up?

Are you stupid?

When I grow up, I'll still be called Yu Chi-zi.

Hi, my name is Yu Chi-zi.

When I grow up, I'll still be called Yu Chi-zi.

Hello, my name is Duan Bowen.

New issue of the magazine,

just arrived yesterday.

Here's money.

No need for that.

Just take it back and read it.

I didn't find you so generous before.

Why don't you give me the shop too?

Can a shop be the same as a magazine?

Sanshui Sugar Water Shop Pearl Milk Tea

Where is Jin Suo?

I don't know.

I haven't seen her in the morning.

Did you comfort her yesterday?

What for?

Grandma got lost

and she thought it was her fault.

And she blamed herself.

If we couldn't find Grandma yesterday,

she'd have jumped into the river.

Grandma's already back.

Besides,

Jin Suo and I grew up together.

I know her best.

She won't overthink it, don't worry.

I don't think so.

She's up so late,

is she sick?

Okay, alright. I'll go check on her later.

Yu Chi-zi, have you eaten?

Grandma, I've had breakfast.

How did you sleep yesterday?

Good.

What's that in your hand?

The essay written by Sanshui.

Grandma, are you confused?

What is it? Let me see.

A letter.

Dear Sanshui,

By the time you read this letter.

I'm already leaving.

Don't worry about me.

You have a bad stomach, remember to eat on time.

Your Stomach medicine. I put it in a drawer in your room.

I've been giving you so much trouble these days.

I'm really sorry.

I won't bother you again.

Say goodbye to Grandma for me.

Maybe

we really aren't from the same world.

I've figured it out.

I can't go to your world.

It would be too tiring

and unhappy to make me

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fight my way to your world.

Sanshui.

I wish you happiness.

I'm already at the bus station.

I'll look around first. I don't know if she's gone.

I'll call you if I find her.

Jin Suo!

Yu Chi-zi?

Why are you here?

Why did you leave without saying a word?

If I don't leave now,

am I still waiting for Sanshui to scold me away?

How can that be?

You're not to blame for Grandma's missing.

Sanshui was so anxious to know you were gone.

He wouldn't.

Don't you know Sanshui's character?

Of course I know.

Grandma is the most important people to him.

I'm in real trouble this time.

If Grandma hadn't come home yesterday,

I'd never have been able to forgive myself in my life.

Don't think that way.

It's a good thing Grandma's back.

She thought you were in Beijing, too. She was in tears.

Really?

Didn't you tell her I just wanted to go home?

She's not well, and if she gets sick, I...

Then go and tell her yourself.

She's waiting for you at home.

Alright, let's go home.

Let's go.

Come on.

Come on.

I...

There's something I want to ask you.

All right, let's get started.

Today we're going to learn A Tribute to King Teng's Tower

Page 26 of the book.

Why isn't Yu Chi-zi here yet?

She...

She took the day off today.

Her stomach was upset.

Make her remember to make up her leave.

There's an exam coming up,

so watch your diet.

Get it.

A Tribute to King Teng's Tower

I'll be class later. Help me cover it.

Don't worry.

I've found her.

I brought her something to eat.

What do you want? It's on me.

How's the food in here?

The watermelon juice is 46 yuan a glass.

Isn't this a money grab?

Watermelon is cheap.

I thought you said you'd

never had any fun in town,

not even a good juice.

But that's too expensive.

You city folk are good at scamming.

Sanshui is the kindest,

Only 2.50 yuan for a bowl of sugar water.

Yes, yes, yes.

Your Sanshui is the best.

That's for sure.

Are you and him neighbors?

That's right.

Our families' yards are next to each other.

You know what?

My family has a persimmon tree.

The branches of this persimmon tree have been stretched to their yard.

And then in the fall when the persimmons are ripe,

the fruits were all theirs.

My mother said I was

just like the persimmon in our family.

I followed Sanshui when I grew up.

When I was a kid,

whenever my mom made something tasty,

I'd go get it for him.

He loves my mom's braised pork ribs.

Our family is the opposite of yours.

My mom

always keeps a share of whatever is good

for Duan Bowen.

He gets all the good food.

Your mom likes Duan Bowen so much?

Aren't you jealous?

I'm not jealous. I like Duan...

No...

We were childhood friends.

We grew up playing together.

His is mine,

and mine is his.

Yes.

That's it.

I played war games

with those boys when I was a kid.

Sanshui is the commander

and I am his adjutant.

It's like what he says in his novel.

What was that?

It's just

a perfect combination of two swords, we're invincible in the world.

You read his novels, too?

Of course I did.

But he always

thought I couldn't understand.

He said he was satirizing modern times by writing ancient stories.

I didn't see that.

But you know those tricks and sects he wrote,

they're amazing.

I don't even know

how Sanshui came up with it.

He's really quite talented.

He's going to make a name for himself,

and be famous,

more and more people will like him.

Actually, I've known for a long time

that Sanshui is no longer my own.

Don't think that way.

It's a good thing he's famous.

I know.

But think about it,

the distance between him and me

used to be the distance between the yards,

now it's the distance between the townships

and he's going to Beijing in the future,

he's going to get further

and higher away.

He's getting further and further away from me.

You know how that feels?

Don't worry.

I'm sure he won't leave you.

Not leaving me.

It's that I can't keep up with him anymore.

Just like before,

I thought I was the prettiest girl in our village.

But now I've come to the city to realize that

there are so many beautiful girls here.

What you use and eat,

I've never seen before.

It's just like this cafe.

It's the first time I've been

to a place like this in my life.

It's my first time, too.

You're lying.

You think everyone's Scarlett?

Chi-zi,

I'm sorry.

What's for?

You used to be close to Sanshui,

I've not been very nice to you,

please accept my apology.

When did you treat me badly?

You didn't feel it?

I really don't understand why Sanshui likes you.

But...

You're a nice girl.

You took good care of Grandma,

and you're beautiful.

Am I beautiful?

Not bad.

Not as beautiful as me yet, though.

Hurry up and order food. I'm starving.

These dishes are so expensive.

Let me have a look.

If love can be let fly with a thread, then the one who let it fly, must be honest and brave.

Why isn't Yu Chi-zi here today?

She's got something to do.

What's the matter?

Sanshui's grandmother got lost yesterday.

Chi-zi and I went to help find her.

Sanshui?

The sugar water shop out front?

I didn't think you were so kind.

If one day I get lost.

Will you come to me?

You have Alzheimer's, too.

You're the one with Alzheimer's.

What's up?

Nothing.

Ms. Li.

There's someone out there looking for you.

We've already found the hospital.

Thanks to you this time.

You're welcome.

I'm also concerned about Grandma's condition.

And thank Zhang Yang for me.

That's what he should do.

What's going on

with you two?

Have you considered it?

I think

I need more patience,

and so should he.

you've been through

so many things together,

It's all fate that can't be avoided.

Maybe.

I went to see Bala the other day.

There were fresh sunflowers

on her grave.

Did you put that there?

It's not.

I think

she wants you two to be together, too.

Thanks, brother.

Some decisions

have to be made before it's too late,

or there's no chance.

Grandma.

You're back.

Grandma, I'm home.

That's good. You're all back.

I'm sorry, Sanshui.

I'm glad you're back.

If you don't like my place,

you should tell me.

How could I not like it here?

It's just that

I've lost grandmother.

How can I stay here?

If you like it here, just stay.

Alright.

I brought her back for you.

I'm going back to class.

By the way, Chi-zi,

Are you and Duan Bowen free tonight?

What's up?

I'd like to close up shop early.

I'll make you a nice meal

and thank you.

That's right.

I should thank you all.

It's on me.

Come on.

You keep breaking bowls, and your salary's almost gone.

Okay.

I'll ask him if he's coming tonight.

I'm going to class. Bye.

Bye, Grandma. Bye.

You scared me off.

Why is there no one in the class?

It's gym class.

Yu Chi-zi.

You are really something, aren't you?

And you learned to skip class.

Thank you, Lord Duan, for saving my life.

Tell me, what happened this morning?

Jin Suo left without saying a word this morning.

Why?

Grandma got lost yesterday,

and she thinks it was her own fault.

She kinda blames herself.

She was afraid Sanshui would scold her.

Because of that?

Is that necessary?

It's not all her fault.

Yeah.

Besides, Sanshui didn't blame her.

So you went

to find her this morning?

It didn't take long.

I just wondered

where she could go.

She can only go back home.

Then I went to the bus station to find her.

I knew she was there.

How smart you are!

Of course.

But today Jin Suo told me a lot.

It's not exactly because

Grandma got lost that she wanted to go.

And for what else?

She felt herself getting

further and further away from Sanshui.

Further?

His sugar water shop is only about 10 square meters.

You can't understand the mind of a girl.

I'm not interested.

If one day you're going

to have a great career,

will you still talk to me?

You're so stupid,

I don't even want to talk to you right now.

You.

Will you stop throwing things around

like a man?

What kind of a question is that?

What do you want me to say?

Honestly,

if you were to become famous one day,

would you despise me?

Then let me ask you.

If you were the one who became famous

and walked down the street,

would you pretend you didn't know me?

Of course not.

Neither will I.

Is that how ungrateful I am in your heart?

No.

You can just take that as a joke.

What's going on in your head?

The college entrance exams are coming up.

Focus more on your studies.

Why are you talking like my mother now?

I am caring about you.

Yu Chi-zi, you're here.

How are you?

How about what?

Duan said you had diarrhea in the morning.

Is everything all right now?

You know,

I had diarrhea on the diet pills last time.

It was really horrible.

You didn't take the diet pills too, did you?

I didn't.

I just ate spoiled food.

Why are so many people having diarrhea these days?

That's weird.

Who else?

Scarlett.

She told me to take a leave of absence for her with Miss Little Ear

and said she was out buying medicine.

I'm hungry.

Three, four.

Where's my brother?

Up there.

Welcome to the Suan Le Bar.

It's you.

That scared me off.

When did this bar open?

When you were in elementary school.

Do you know how old I am?

High school student.

I lied to you last time.

I stopped studying a long time ago.

Little girl.

There's no one in the world I can't see through,

especially women.

So,

Li Er is one of them?

"Secret Fruit",

I know this novel.

I think I've read it.

All the desk-mate

girls of mine

have seen Mrs. Rao's book.

I think I read it in high school.

Was there a movie adaptation of the novel "Left Ear"

The "Secret Fruit" must be,

a fruitless crush,

shy and sweet.

That year I was 19 years old,

studying in Japan,

Once at a Party,

I met a Japanese man by chance.

his name is Mr. Otsubo.

He is very different from the Chinese boys

he has a unique temperament

and is also very pleasant,

he is my favorite type.

I ran into that guy I had a crush on in high school a few years ago,

and it turns out he's gotten fat

and married,

-and is already one.... -Married?

He's a senior. He's two years older than me.

He's married.

He's a middle-aged man.

I felt that

if my crush on him was

like fireworks,

the moment I saw him,

it was like I was suddenly covered in dust.

Pained but happy.

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Feng Sanshui.

Sanshui.

Are you okay?

What do you want with him?

I just felt like

I'd gone too far the other day

and wanted to apologize to him.

Sanshui has gone to Beijing.

He's gone.

I'm too late to see him.

Well...

I'm so sorry

I pushed you

to the ground that day too.

I'm sorry.

I'm fine.

If there's nothing else, I'll be going.

Duan Bowen.

I can't find Sanshui's grandmother.

Hello, who is this?

It's me, Duan Bowen.

Why isn't this your phone number?

My phone's dead.

I called from someone else's phone.

If it's urgent, just say it.

Don't lie to me.

Sanshui's grandmother is missing.

Do you have time to come over?

What's going on?

His grandmother...

It's my fault.

I'm following Sanshui today.

I followed Sanshui to the train station,

and when I came back, his grandmother was gone.

Don't blame yourself too much.

Our first priority now

is to find Grandma as soon as possible.

Yeah.

Where does Grandma like to go in her spare time?

I just got here.

I don't know.

Don't worry about it.

What about this.

The three of us split up.

Meet here at 6:00.

Are you okay?

Sanshui.

You should come back soon.

I lost your grandmother.

Please help me take care of

my grandmother in the days to come.

Don't worry.

I'll take care of Grandma for you.

Zhuhai - Beijing

Alarm Clock 2 Grandma's medication time.

Jin Suo

Jin Suo.

I left in such a hurry this afternoon,

and forgot to tell you.

Grandma takes her medicine at this time of day,

and it's in a drawer in her room,

and that bottle has the dosage written on it,

and the same medicine is in the kitchen drawer.

Sanshui.

Why are you crying?

Is something wrong?

I lost your grandmother.

What's going on?

Now Duan and Yu are helping me find her.

You should come back soon.

I'm still worried.

Have some water.

Thank you.

Do you think Brother Sanshui will hate me?

You didn't do it on purpose.

I'm sure he won't blame you.

But I hate myself for it.

Why did I follow him to the train station?

If I didn't go with him to the train station,

Grandma won't be missing.

If I didn't go to the train station...

It's okay. If we can't find her, we'll call the police.

Have some water first.

I just heard the owner of the restaurant next door say

he saw an old lady at the Big Shell.

It seems to be Grandma.

Let's go find her.

Where are the Big Shell?

Jin Suo.

You just stay in the shop.

If Grandma comes back later, you'll be here.

Chi-zi, I'll go with you.

Why are you smiling?

I'm sorry, Yu Chi-zi.

What are you talking about?

Do all you girls like to say things

that are against your heart?

I'm not like most girls.

Didn't you always think of me as your buddy?

Since when do you take me for a girl?

Why did Sanshui go to Beijing?

He's always wanted to go to Beijing.

People should always

spend time doing

something they like.

He can't stay here all the time, either.

Don't you think so?

Where are you?

Why aren't you back at this hour?

Mom, I have something to do.

I'm not going back to dinner.

Alright.

Then I'll call Bowen

and see if he's coming.

That's not necessary.

He's with me.

You don't have to call him.

Alright.

Then be careful.

I'm jealous of you sometimes.

Why are you jealous of me?

My mother gave you

the last remaining glimmer

of motherhood in her.

Is that because I'm smart?

What's so funny?

What are you doing here, Grandma?

Let's go back.

Chi-zi.

You?

What are you doing here?

You...

Didn't you go to Beijing?

Grandma, I'm not going to Beijing.

I'm still in school.

It was Sanshui who went to Beijing.

You should

go to Beijing

with Sanshui.

Grandma.

Let's go back.

Jin Suo is worried about you.

Okay, okay.

I'll take the egg.

The egg is for Sanshui.

Eat egg, and be safe.

I'll take it.

Thank you so much today.

It doesn't matter.

Sanshui is a good friend of ours.

This is what we should do.

Then you must be hungry.

I'll go make you something to eat.

Never mind.

We'll just

grab a bite to eat later.

Grandma probably

didn't eat much all day.

You'd better cook for Grandma first.

Alright.

I'll go get you some water then.

Okay.

Sanshui.

Sanshui.

Sanshui.

Why are you back?

Sanshui.

Come, Sanshui.

Have an egg.

Safe and sound on the road.

Sanshui, why are you back?

Thank you.

Maybe it's not time to go yet.

It's all about fate.

Sanshui,

as friends,

we'll all be there for you.

Thank you, Yu Chi-zi.

I hope you're not disappointed in me.

Trust me,

I haven't given up.

You don't have to thank me.

You should thank Duan Bowen.

He was a big help today.

Chengdu Maocai

What are you thinking? Eat up.

Duan Bowen.

I think you've changed.

If you haven't changed,

then I have.

Are you writing poetry?

Is it because

of the fight I had with Sanshui?

Maybe.

Did you suddenly realize

I've become a man.

No.

I think you should go apologize to Sanshui.

I'm sorry

to disappoint you.

Don't always tell me you're sorry.

If being sorry helps,

then why do we need the police?

Yu Chi-zi.

Let's get reacquainted.

Start with the name.

What's your name?

Yu Chi-zi.

And what will you be called when you grow up?

Are you stupid?

When I grow up, I'll still be called Yu Chi-zi.

Hi, my name is Yu Chi-zi.

When I grow up, I'll still be called Yu Chi-zi.

Hello, my name is Duan Bowen.

New issue of the magazine,

just arrived yesterday.

Here's money.

No need for that.

Just take it back and read it.

I didn't find you so generous before.

Why don't you give me the shop too?

Can a shop be the same as a magazine?

Sanshui Sugar Water Shop Pearl Milk Tea

Where is Jin Suo?

I don't know.

I haven't seen her in the morning.

Did you comfort her yesterday?

What for?

Grandma got lost

and she thought it was her fault.

And she blamed herself.

If we couldn't find Grandma yesterday,

she'd have jumped into the river.

Grandma's already back.

Besides,

Jin Suo and I grew up together.

I know her best.

She won't overthink it, don't worry.

I don't think so.

She's up so late,

is she sick?

Okay, alright. I'll go check on her later.

Yu Chi-zi, have you eaten?

Grandma, I've had breakfast.

How did you sleep yesterday?

Good.

What's that in your hand?

The essay written by Sanshui.

Grandma, are you confused?

What is it? Let me see.

A letter.

Dear Sanshui,

By the time you read this letter.

I'm already leaving.

Don't worry about me.

You have a bad stomach, remember to eat on time.

Your Stomach medicine. I put it in a drawer in your room.

I've been giving you so much trouble these days.

I'm really sorry.

I won't bother you again.

Say goodbye to Grandma for me.

Maybe

we really aren't from the same world.

I've figured it out.

I can't go to your world.

It would be too tiring

and unhappy to make me

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fight my way to your world.

Sanshui.

I wish you happiness.

I'm already at the bus station.

I'll look around first. I don't know if she's gone.

I'll call you if I find her.

Jin Suo!

Yu Chi-zi?

Why are you here?

Why did you leave without saying a word?

If I don't leave now,

am I still waiting for Sanshui to scold me away?

How can that be?

You're not to blame for Grandma's missing.

Sanshui was so anxious to know you were gone.

He wouldn't.

Don't you know Sanshui's character?

Of course I know.

Grandma is the most important people to him.

I'm in real trouble this time.

If Grandma hadn't come home yesterday,

I'd never have been able to forgive myself in my life.

Don't think that way.

It's a good thing Grandma's back.

She thought you were in Beijing, too. She was in tears.

Really?

Didn't you tell her I just wanted to go home?

She's not well, and if she gets sick, I...

Then go and tell her yourself.

She's waiting for you at home.

Alright, let's go home.

Let's go.

Come on.

Come on.

I...

There's something I want to ask you.

All right, let's get started.

Today we're going to learn A Tribute to King Teng's Tower

Page 26 of the book.

Why isn't Yu Chi-zi here yet?

She...

She took the day off today.

Her stomach was upset.

Make her remember to make up her leave.

There's an exam coming up,

so watch your diet.

Get it.

A Tribute to King Teng's Tower

I'll be class later. Help me cover it.

Don't worry.

I've found her.

I brought her something to eat.

What do you want? It's on me.

How's the food in here?

The watermelon juice is 46 yuan a glass.

Isn't this a money grab?

Watermelon is cheap.

I thought you said you'd

never had any fun in town,

not even a good juice.

But that's too expensive.

You city folk are good at scamming.

Sanshui is the kindest,

Only 2.50 yuan for a bowl of sugar water.

Yes, yes, yes.

Your Sanshui is the best.

That's for sure.

Are you and him neighbors?

That's right.

Our families' yards are next to each other.

You know what?

My family has a persimmon tree.

The branches of this persimmon tree have been stretched to their yard.

And then in the fall when the persimmons are ripe,

the fruits were all theirs.

My mother said I was

just like the persimmon in our family.

I followed Sanshui when I grew up.

When I was a kid,

whenever my mom made something tasty,

I'd go get it for him.

He loves my mom's braised pork ribs.

Our family is the opposite of yours.

My mom

always keeps a share of whatever is good

for Duan Bowen.

He gets all the good food.

Your mom likes Duan Bowen so much?

Aren't you jealous?

I'm not jealous. I like Duan...

No...

We were childhood friends.

We grew up playing together.

His is mine,

and mine is his.

Yes.

That's it.

I played war games

with those boys when I was a kid.

Sanshui is the commander

and I am his adjutant.

It's like what he says in his novel.

What was that?

It's just

a perfect combination of two swords, we're invincible in the world.

You read his novels, too?

Of course I did.

But he always

thought I couldn't understand.

He said he was satirizing modern times by writing ancient stories.

I didn't see that.

But you know those tricks and sects he wrote,

they're amazing.

I don't even know

how Sanshui came up with it.

He's really quite talented.

He's going to make a name for himself,

and be famous,

more and more people will like him.

Actually, I've known for a long time

that Sanshui is no longer my own.

Don't think that way.

It's a good thing he's famous.

I know.

But think about it,

the distance between him and me

used to be the distance between the yards,

now it's the distance between the townships

and he's going to Beijing in the future,

he's going to get further

and higher away.

He's getting further and further away from me.

You know how that feels?

Don't worry.

I'm sure he won't leave you.

Not leaving me.

It's that I can't keep up with him anymore.

Just like before,

I thought I was the prettiest girl in our village.

But now I've come to the city to realize that

there are so many beautiful girls here.

What you use and eat,

I've never seen before.

It's just like this cafe.

It's the first time I've been

to a place like this in my life.

It's my first time, too.

You're lying.

You think everyone's Scarlett?

Chi-zi,

I'm sorry.

What's for?

You used to be close to Sanshui,

I've not been very nice to you,

please accept my apology.

When did you treat me badly?

You didn't feel it?

I really don't understand why Sanshui likes you.

But...

You're a nice girl.

You took good care of Grandma,

and you're beautiful.

Am I beautiful?

Not bad.

Not as beautiful as me yet, though.

Hurry up and order food. I'm starving.

These dishes are so expensive.

Let me have a look.

If love can be let fly with a thread, then the one who let it fly, must be honest and brave.

Why isn't Yu Chi-zi here today?

She's got something to do.

What's the matter?

Sanshui's grandmother got lost yesterday.

Chi-zi and I went to help find her.

Sanshui?

The sugar water shop out front?

I didn't think you were so kind.

If one day I get lost.

Will you come to me?

You have Alzheimer's, too.

You're the one with Alzheimer's.

What's up?

Nothing.

Ms. Li.

There's someone out there looking for you.

We've already found the hospital.

Thanks to you this time.

You're welcome.

I'm also concerned about Grandma's condition.

And thank Zhang Yang for me.

That's what he should do.

What's going on

with you two?

Have you considered it?

I think

I need more patience,

and so should he.

you've been through

so many things together,

It's all fate that can't be avoided.

Maybe.

I went to see Bala the other day.

There were fresh sunflowers

on her grave.

Did you put that there?

It's not.

I think

she wants you two to be together, too.

Thanks, brother.

Some decisions

have to be made before it's too late,

or there's no chance.

Grandma.

You're back.

Grandma, I'm home.

That's good. You're all back.

I'm sorry, Sanshui.

I'm glad you're back.

If you don't like my place,

you should tell me.

How could I not like it here?

It's just that

I've lost grandmother.

How can I stay here?

If you like it here, just stay.

Alright.

I brought her back for you.

I'm going back to class.

By the way, Chi-zi,

Are you and Duan Bowen free tonight?

What's up?

I'd like to close up shop early.

I'll make you a nice meal

and thank you.

That's right.

I should thank you all.

It's on me.

Come on.

You keep breaking bowls, and your salary's almost gone.

Okay.

I'll ask him if he's coming tonight.

I'm going to class. Bye.

Bye, Grandma. Bye.

You scared me off.

Why is there no one in the class?

It's gym class.

Yu Chi-zi.

You are really something, aren't you?

And you learned to skip class.

Thank you, Lord Duan, for saving my life.

Tell me, what happened this morning?

Jin Suo left without saying a word this morning.

Why?

Grandma got lost yesterday,

and she thinks it was her own fault.

She kinda blames herself.

She was afraid Sanshui would scold her.

Because of that?

Is that necessary?

It's not all her fault.

Yeah.

Besides, Sanshui didn't blame her.

So you went

to find her this morning?

It didn't take long.

I just wondered

where she could go.

She can only go back home.

Then I went to the bus station to find her.

I knew she was there.

How smart you are!

Of course.

But today Jin Suo told me a lot.

It's not exactly because

Grandma got lost that she wanted to go.

And for what else?

She felt herself getting

further and further away from Sanshui.

Further?

His sugar water shop is only about 10 square meters.

You can't understand the mind of a girl.

I'm not interested.

If one day you're going

to have a great career,

will you still talk to me?

You're so stupid,

I don't even want to talk to you right now.

You.

Will you stop throwing things around

like a man?

What kind of a question is that?

What do you want me to say?

Honestly,

if you were to become famous one day,

would you despise me?

Then let me ask you.

If you were the one who became famous

and walked down the street,

would you pretend you didn't know me?

Of course not.

Neither will I.

Is that how ungrateful I am in your heart?

No.

You can just take that as a joke.

What's going on in your head?

The college entrance exams are coming up.

Focus more on your studies.

Why are you talking like my mother now?

I am caring about you.

Yu Chi-zi, you're here.

How are you?

How about what?

Duan said you had diarrhea in the morning.

Is everything all right now?

You know,

I had diarrhea on the diet pills last time.

It was really horrible.

You didn't take the diet pills too, did you?

I didn't.

I just ate spoiled food.

Why are so many people having diarrhea these days?

That's weird.

Who else?

Scarlett.

She told me to take a leave of absence for her with Miss Little Ear

and said she was out buying medicine.

I'm hungry.

Three, four.

Where's my brother?

Up there.

Welcome to the Suan Le Bar.

It's you.

That scared me off.

When did this bar open?

When you were in elementary school.

Do you know how old I am?

High school student.

I lied to you last time.

I stopped studying a long time ago.

Little girl.

There's no one in the world I can't see through,

especially women.

So,

Li Er is one of them?

"Secret Fruit",

I know this novel.

I think I've read it.

All the desk-mate

girls of mine

have seen Mrs. Rao's book.

I think I read it in high school.

Was there a movie adaptation of the novel "Left Ear"

The "Secret Fruit" must be,

a fruitless crush,

shy and sweet.

That year I was 19 years old,

studying in Japan,

Once at a Party,

I met a Japanese man by chance.

his name is Mr. Otsubo.

He is very different from the Chinese boys

he has a unique temperament

and is also very pleasant,

he is my favorite type.

I ran into that guy I had a crush on in high school a few years ago,

and it turns out he's gotten fat

and married,

-and is already one.... -Married?

He's a senior. He's two years older than me.

He's married.

He's a middle-aged man.

I felt that

if my crush on him was

like fireworks,

the moment I saw him,

it was like I was suddenly covered in dust.

Pained but happy.