How to pronounce "寂寞"

[Footprints of Change]

[Episode 15]

Thank you.

You're welcome.

What's your name, little girl?

My name is Yuanyuan, meaning aid to North Korea against the U.S.

How old are you?

I'm 5 years old.

Where are your parents?

My dad is working.

I'm playing by myself.

Good girl.

Don't make any noise.

Take her home first.

I'll be there shortly.

Minister Wen.

Ms. Yi.

Yuanyuan.

Daddy.

Is this your daughter?

Yes, she is.

Did you say hello to the lady?

She did.

Yuanyuan, let's go home.

Daddy, I want a sketchbook.

A sketchbook? Okay.

I'll give you one.

That won't do.

This doesn't count as a bribe, right?

According to our rules,

this counts as a bribe.

Let's go home first.

I'll bring you a sketchbook when I come back, okay?

Okay, go home with me first.

Your daughter is adorable.

Your wife must have such a noble character.

When Yuanyuan was too young to understand,

her mother passed away.

I'm sorry.

It's nothing.

Good.

This is the newly released

Jean-Christophe, Volume 4,

right?

This was Zhaoyuan's favorite book when he was alive,

but unfortunately he only read up to Volume 3.

Regarding Comrade Zhaoyuan,

I have something to give you.

Would you mind sitting for a while?

Of course not.

Here.

I know

this is somewhat cruel,

but I think it's necessary for you to know about

the cause Comrade Zhaoyuan fought for.

These are

Comrade Zhaoyuan's interrogation records

and his final letter we found.

He loved you deeply.

[Pocket]

[This is the book Comrade Zhaoyuan read when he was alive]

How long has it been?

Half an hour.

That long already?

When will the power come back?

Can you fix this problem?

Why didn't you take it out earlier?

I couldn't find the matches.

Comrade Zhou,

I'd like to discuss something with you.

I want to

take our relationship

to the next level,

a romantic one.

That's so sudden.

I need to think about it.

Okay.

I'll think with you.

Think about it now?

Why do you like me?

Because I'm a martyr's family member?

Not just that.

I've summarized two reasons.

First,

before Comrade Zhaoyuan's identity was revealed,

you were able to draw a clear line

and work hard

to overcome difficulties.

I really admire it.

Second,

I think you're a kind person.

From my observations during this time,

I see you care about the people and environment around you.

Some time ago,

when I was working frantically,

one night

I was on the verge of breaking down.

It was you

who brought me dinner.

You know what?

That meal you cook

was the most delicious one

I've ever had.

That was just cafeteria food.

Mr. Yang.

Sorry, we had another power outage.

Why is it always you?

Straighten your hat.

Straighten your hat.

Why do you always have power outages at times like this?

I don't understand.

Let me tell you.

This is the most

difficult time for work.

Why do problems always happen with you?

You... let me tell you...

Look around.

Mr. Yang.

-Who is as fat as you? -Mr. Yang.

Sir, thank you.

You can go first.

Excuse me, Mr. Yang.

Yes.

Could you stop getting angry all the time?

It's a bit scary.

Comrade Zhou.

I'm sorry.

But

what just happened makes me even more certain

that you are a warm

and kind person.

Just now,

you were able to help that electrician

get out of trouble.

You know,

if you hadn't interrupted,

that man would have been in danger.

Your smile is beautiful.

I have canine teeth.

I'll take that answer as a yes,

Comrade Zhou.

Let's make progress together.

This is the evaluation list

that our department

is preparing to submit.

Four people meet the requirements

for years of service and political criteria.

Here are their background check materials.

This list seems quite biased.

You mean Yang?

I think with his experience,

he should have been promoted long ago.

Let's leave it to the Party Committee to discuss and decide.

I've asked all the committee members.

They have no objections.

You're the only one who hasn't given your opinion.

I know

you're prejudiced against Yang,

right?

It's not prejudice.

It's criticism.

I really don't understand.

You're so patient with those capitalists,

wealthy ladies,

and petty bourgeoisie

and can see their strengths.

Why are you so harsh only on Yang?

Why?

Because he's not a capitalist.

He's not petty bourgeoisie either.

He's a member of Communist Party of China.

His every word and action represents the Party

and the government.

Is it wrong for me to hold him to higher standards?

Yes, I admit

that Yang can be radical sometimes

and has said some extreme things.

But he's improved a lot now.

For the sake of work,

he wasn't even present when his mother passed away.

That's exactly what he did wrong.

Why didn't he go back?

Which part of the work here couldn't function without him?

Then tell me,

among these candidates,

who has performed better than him?

We're selecting talent.

It should put quality before quantity.

We're not just filling quotas.

So you'd rather waste this position

than promote Yang, right?

Let me emphasize again.

I personally have no authority

to decide whether an official gets promoted or not.

It's up to the Party Committee to discuss and decide.

But you have the final say, don't you?

Be straightforward.

Do you agree to promote Yang?

I don't agree.

I've already stated my reasons.

All right, Ms. Fang.

Have some water first.

[Shanghai Municipal People's Government]

Come in.

Sir,

are you busy?

What is it?

For this department evaluation,

my name is on the list.

This is my personal statement.

I was hoping you could

give me some guidance.

A personal statement should be authentic.

You don't need others' opinions.

Yes.

A personal statement

does require authenticity.

However,

what one himself considers true

often differs from how others see it.

For instance,

last Sunday,

Commissioner Yan

invited me to his home.

He told me a story.

It was about

an ancient minister

who worked tirelessly to help his king

day and night.

Yet he was considered too diligent,

suspected of overstepping his authority.

Not only was he not promoted,

he was demoted

and exiled.

Don't you think

Commissioner Yan's story

is truly sigh-inducing, right?

Commissioner Yan still enjoys

discussing history with young people.

Sir,

I'm here

to

communicate with you

frankly,

so as to help you understand me better

and eliminate any prejudice

or bias you might have.

Please

give me this chance.

You say you want to communicate frankly with me,

and to have an open dialogue.

But you start by labeling me,

assuming I have prejudice and bias against you.

Do you expect me to wear this label

while talking with you?

Sir, am I

wrong?

Of course you are.

Think about it.

When you first came to our department,

I had high expectations for you.

I gave you so many opportunities.

But what did you do?

Now all the people in the commerce and industry realm in Shanghai

have complaints about you.

Isn't it normal

that they

have issues with me?

If they don't,

it means

I'm in the same boat with them.

Yang,

with your current ideology,

you are not suitable for this job.

What do you mean?

For the public-private partnership

and capitalist transformation,

I've devoted all my energy.

I believe

I can make a difference.

I'm doing this

to protect you.

Do you understand?

I don't know.

I'm going to report this to Commissioner Yan.

Okay.

Go ahead.

Go.

Why aren't you more enthusiastic?

Hello.

Go.

Don't go.

Why go?

Don't go.

Why not go?

We're already here, why not go?

It's useless talking to her. She won't go.

I know her.

How do you know if we don't try?

Really, don't go.

What are you doing?

Comrade Zhou Yunqing.

Even if she goes,

there will be so many people there,

including leaders and students,

even Minister Wen.

What if she embarrasses herself again?

You make a good point.

Minister Wen will be there.

No matter anything happens, Minister Wen will solve it.

Why are you so worried?

Xiurong already said

she's petty bourgeois

and needs gradual reformation.

You can't rush it. You're too impatient.

Is Su Xiurong completely right?

Not necessarily.

Why do we have to listen to you about everything?

Listen to me about everything? When?

Since we started our romantic relationship,

have I eaten even a bit of green onion?

I give up.

Also, let me tell you,

I don't

like darkness.

Our building often has power outages.

I remind you every time

to bring matches.

Then why don't you bring them?

I brought candles

with me every day.

Why do you always like to quibble now?

Let me tell you.

You always use

such kind of expression

to achieve your goal.

It's not good.

What are you doing?

That's a huge mosquito.

Let me see.

What did we come here for?

To get her to join the event.

That's right.

What are you doing then?

Let's go.

Come on.

Right, you just use

such kind of

special tactics to demand

to achieve your goals. That's right.

You're here.

Qing.

Why are you crying?

Yi.

Next week is May Fourth Youth Day.

Our department is holding an event.

We'd like to invite you to talk about

Zhouyuan's glorious deeds.

Could you come?

This is good news. Why are you crying?

Ms. Yi,

I came today

mainly to apologize to you.

Regarding

the reformation of bourgeois intellectuals,

I was indeed too impatient.

My words were a bit extreme.

It has caused...

Qing, come in and talk.

It has caused

disturbance to your life.

Sit here.

Yi.

Will you go?

Can you come?

I'll go.

Really?

Yes, really.

Mr. Yang.

Yi says she'll come.

Calm down.

Don't make noise.

This is a good thing. Of course she can go.

Ms. Yi Yi,

for this speech,

there will be not only teachers and students,

but also reporters.

So we

have prepared a speech for you.

Qing,

have you eaten?

Not yet.

Then I'll get you something to eat.

Sit here and wait for me.

Yi, don't trouble yourself.

The speech mainly covers

Comrade Zhaoyuan's

glorious deeds

and his

daily life details.

Yi ignored you, right?

It's nothing.

It's okay that she reads from the speech.

Come here.

Come over.

Eat more, please.

Everybody.

This is

the wife of martyr Zhou Zhaoyuan,

Comrade Yi Yi.

Now,

let's invite her to tell us about

the glorious deeds of martyr Zhou Zhaoyuan.

Let's give her a round of applause.

Please.

Teachers and fellow students,

hello.

Just now, Ms. Qing

called me Comrade.

I really don't deserve such honor.

Zhou Zhaoyuan and I

were a couple,

but when he was alive,

I didn't know his real identity.

I didn't know

how to share with you his glorious deeds.

It wasn't until a knowledgeable leader

gave me the last belongings of Zhaoyuan that

I finally understood the meaning of the saying

"Without the Communist Party of China,

there would be

no new China".

These were Zhaoyuan's last words to me.

Dear Yi,

what I least wanted

was for you to read this letter.

To die for our country,

I have no regrets.

I couldn't sleep at night.

Watching you sleep so peacefully,

I feel it's so good,

and beautiful.

When I left,

Shanghai was still in April,

chilly in the mornings and evenings.

You love to look beautiful

and don't like wearing too many layers.

But at least don't catch a cold.

When I left,

you were still working on your designs.

Are the finished clothes ready now?

You must look

very beautiful in them.

Sadly, I'll never see that.

When reading and working at night,

don't stay up too late.

Rest well

so you'll have more energy.

Due to the nature of my work,

I couldn't leave you any valuable possessions.

If you face any difficulties,

you can ask Zihe for help.

Please don't struggle alone.

Revolution

is my unwavering belief.

I have never regretted it.

So please don't grieve for me.

If there is a next life,

we will surely be together.

I go to the afterlife first.

Take care,

my love.

Zhou Zhaoyuan.

Thank you.

Not at all.

I was just passing by today.

I don't believe it.

I know you care about me

and worry I might break down.

You're doing very well.

What touches people most

is always sincerity.

I'm reading those books you gave me.

Although it's a bit difficult for me,

I'm determined to finish them.

I also want to know

what exactly is attracting and influencing Zhaoyuan.

Even though I don't fully understand,

I can feel that

it's something sacred and noble.

Welcome to

join us anytime, if you want.

With my personality,

I think I'd better not join you,

but be a witness and supervisor of the ruling party.

Take care of your wound and get some rest.

Comrade Zhou.

Hello.

Mr. Yang.

Director.

Mr. Yang.

Hello, Director.

You're here.

Let's talk inside.

No, no.

We won't disturb Chief's rest.

It's like this.

I've seen you taking care of Chief Yan these days

while managing your work.

It must be exhausting.

I wasn't sure what I could do to help,

so I made

two dishes.

Please try them.

What delicious food is this?

You're flattering me.

These past few days,

you haven't been guiding our work

and I've been feeling quite anxious.

So I

summarized a few points

about ideological improvements I need to make.

I'd like to report them to you.

Guy.

I need to give you some advice.

Work and

health are both important.

Understood.

Did you get that?

I got it.

So you need to take care of your health now.

Only with good health can you do revolutionary work well.

Yes.

Remember that, okay?

I will.

Zhou.

Comrade Zhou.

Hello.

It's like this.

I...

I just read

your recorded documents.

There are some differences with the materials I recorded.

Could I verify some things with you?

Did I make some mistakes?

No.

Well,

we can talk after eating

or talk while eating.

Here, take this.

Take it. Don't be shy.

He made this.

Try his cooking.

You're lucky

to try his cooking.

Also, different people

have different

tastes for the food.

Thank you, Director.

Director.

Have you eaten yet?

Don't be shy. I have some inside.

Eat. Don't be shy.

Okay.

Thank you.

I'll talk with her about work.

You two talk. I'll go check inside.

All right.

Take care, Director.

Go.

Comrade Zhou.

Director, I just mopped the floor.

It's slippery. Please be careful.

Got it.

So, it's like this,

when recording,

well...

well...

Sit down.

Director gave me food.

Yes.

I just mopped the floor.

I didn't do anything else.

Mr. Yang.

I'll eat then.

Go ahead.

It has green onions, right?

Yes.

I don't eat green onions.

I know.

There's another portion

without green onions.

You made a portion for me too?

Yes. I see you taking care of the Chief

while juggling your work.

You've lost weight.

So I made a portion for you.

No green onions.

Eat up.

I'll eat then.

Eat.

It's delicious.

Good, isn't it?

Really tasty.

So you can cook too.

Yes.

I like cooking for myself when I'm alone.

I have a big appetite.

I think I didn't make enough.

Mr. Yang, you just said

there are some questions?

What questions?

For you.

A pen for me?

Yes. Actually, your records are fine.

But you need to practice your handwriting.

Whose handwriting should I practice?

Let me show you this.

This is my handwriting.

Actually, my handwriting

can be mistaken for several masters'

calligraphy.

But

I suddenly realized

if I only imitate others,

I would lose myself.

So,

I developed my own style.

That's amazing.

Can I learn from you?

Of course.

Let's eat first,

and after the meal,

we'll practice calligraphy.

Thank you, Mr. Yang.

This is for your calligraphy practice.

I can have the one with green onions.

Let's eat together.

You can cook too?

I live alone and enjoy cooking.

Really?

I should

learn how to cook too,

and learn from you.

Chang.

Yes?

Are you busy now?

Not at all.

Come, let's have a chat.

Sir, please have a seat.

No need.

It's just a few words.

I'll stand.

Please sit down.

If you don't sit, I won't dare to talk to you.

Please sit down.

Alright, let's sit and talk.

Let me stand. It's fine.

You're standing while talking to me.

What's that supposed to mean? Want me to look up to you?

No, no.

Sit down and talk.

Comrade Chang,

stand up.

Let's talk standing.

We'll both stand and talk.

It's like this.

Ms. Fang

has told you everything, right?

Yes. She told me.

She said you're extremely busy with work,

and I completely understand.

You're a leader with countless responsibilities.

That's normal.

Don't worry.

I definitely won't interfere with your work.

Ms. Fang also said you don't like movies

but prefer symphony music.

I've never listened to symphony music,

but I bought a phonograph and records.

Now I listen every day after work.

I'm learning.

Ms. Fang told you these?

Ms. Fang also said

I'd learn to cook more dishes

to ensure your balanced nutrition

so I can take good care of you.

If Ms. Fang said all that,

I think it's necessary to tell you today…

Chang Huijuan,

the patient in bed 16 needs your nursing care.

Sir, I'll go attend to my duties now.

After I finish my work,

I'll come back to report my thoughts to you.

Ms. Yi.

Fen's first mother-in-law is here.

I just saw her at the entrance.

What do you mean by first mother-in-law?

Fen is remarried.

So her current mother-in-law is the second one.

And the first mother-in-law is

from her first marriage.

What nonsense?

Fen's first husband died young.

He died just one month after they got married.

Fen was a widow for about 7 or 8 years.

She finally found a decent man to marry.

Fen!

Run!

Where's Fen? Fen!

If our fellow villager hadn't told me,

I would've thought you were dead.

I even went to the temple to pay for blessings for you.

-You went to Shanghai with another man? -Ms. Tang.

-You shameless bastard! -Where is Comrade Su?

Comrade Su went to a meeting.

Make them quiet down and sit.

What are you doing? Stop arguing.

Sit down now.

Listen to the leader.

Granny,

let's talk this through calmly.

Who are you?

This is our family business.

It has nothing to do with you.

Fen's marriage is completely legal.

It was approved by the committee.

Enough!

What do you mean by legal?

Fen already has a husband.

She's my daughter-in-law.

She belongs to our family.

Hasn't your son been dead for 7 or 8 years?

She brought him bad luck and caused his death!

Don't spread feudal superstitions.

When my son was one year old,

his father died.

I remained a widow my entire life.

You shameless woman,

you couldn't do the same.

She's not you,

nor is she Xiang Lin's wife, the lamentable widow.

You're Xiang Lin's wife!

You're the unlucky woman!

How dare you push our leader!

Girls, get her!

You shameless.

You shameless.

Get her out of here! Out!

You shameless woman!

Take her out!

Alright, everyone, back to work.

You all go back to work too.

Fen,

are you okay?

Don't be afraid.

You've done nothing wrong.

Ms. Yi.

I'm fine.

Take a rest.

It's okay.

Editor-in-Chief Ji.

Minister Wen.

What a rare visitor you are. Please sit down.

Alright.

Have a seat.

What brings you to my office?

Here, have some water.

No, well...

Sir, you're just pretending not to know.

Your capable assistant

is coming to our newspaper office.

Don't you know?

Yang Xue'an.

[We hereby send Comrade Yang Xue'an to work at your office]

He's going to work there?

Yes.

It was arranged by the city leadership.

He'll be working as a reporter.

I see.

What kind of person is he?

He's dedicated and responsible,

highly motivated,

with good writing skill,

and is an excellent young cadre.

That's reassuring.

Now that he's so excellent,

how can you bear to let him go, sir?

Talent needs to circulate.

Don't you agree?

You're highly conscious, sir.

All right then.

When the official transfer order from the city government arrives,

I'll send it to you.

Good.

I won't take up any more of your time.

I'll be going now.

Leaving already?

Yes, I'm off.

Would you like some water?

No, thanks.

Too much is going on at the newspaper.

All right.

Goodbye, sir.

Welcome to visit me often.

Sure, goodbye!

Okay, goodbye.

He's gone.

Does anyone have any potatoes left?

Give me a potato,

and I'll tell you a secret.

What is it?

Guess what?

Why is Ms. Yi

so worked up about Widow Fen

remarrying?

No idea.

Ms. Yi has been a widow for several years now.

No less time than Fen.

Who would Ms. Yi fall in love with?

That silver-spoon Fu?

Ms. Su already said it's not him.

Of course it's not silver-spoon Fu.

He is so rich,

and has several concubines.

If he wanted some fun or an affair,

he'd go for a young girl.

What kind of man do you think Ms. Yi would choose?

She would surely

want another high official.

But if she's now seeing a rickshaw puller

or some laborer, it wouldn't be surprising.

You know what I mean, sisters?

Yes, indeed.

No wonder I always see her taking

Aniu's rickshaw at the entrance.

You saw that too?

I saw it as well.

Miss Yi Yi.

Seems you're all very interested in my private life.

I heard you and Fen are from the same hometown.

Not exactly.

I came to Shanghai very early.

How did Fen's former mother-in-law

know she was here?

Someone must have tipped her off.

What this person's intentions were,

I don't know.

But I can tell you all clearly.

This is the new China.

The old feudal ethics and morals

will surely be buried.

Those with ill intentions

will eventually face the consequences.

I...

I didn't mean that, Ms. Yi.

We...

we all like you very much.

I just gossip.

Ms. Yi,

you're not angry, are you?

Please don't be angry.

You're not going to fire me, are you?

You can't fire me!

I have elderly parents and young children to support.

If you fire me, what will I do?

Ms. Yi,

if you really fire me,

I'll kill myself right in front of you.

What's all this noise?

Wen Manli,

what nonsense are you talking again?

Try to go die?

Ms. Su.

Get back to work first.

We'll talk after the shift ends.

Stop.

What did you just say about Yi?

I'm asking you.

I... I...

Yi, what did she say about you?

Nothing.

I know your file very well.

I'll deal with you later.

Stop gossiping about Yi.

Let's go.

Alright, alright.

Finish your meal and get back to work.

Hello, Director Fang.

Hello, Director Fang.

Hi.

Minister Wen,

could you come out for a moment?

What is it?

Let's talk in your office.

I'm in a meeting right now.

Just two words.

Go ahead.

Has Old Ji contacted you?

If you don't want Yang to leave,

don't approve his transfer order.

The receiving institution has come to me,

and I knew nothing about it.

Is that normal?

Yang said you told him to leave,

so we naturally assumed you knew about it.

So you're saying

that you

don't want Yang to leave?

Actually, he doesn't want to leave either.

He's just pretending he wants to go,

hoping you'll ask him to stay.

He's overthinking this.

Alright, I understand.

I need to go to a meeting now.

I haven't finished yet.

Why would your factory accept

someone like Wen Manli?

I know her file very well.

She used to be a dancer at Paramount.

She has absolutely no feelings for the new society.

People like her are just trash.

If we don't take care of her,

her family would end up on the streets.

New China is just established.

We should contribute to our country.

What about her spreading rumors?

Should we deduct her work points

and give her a demerit?

Fine, I'll handle this.

Don't be angry.

You two keep talking. I need to go.

Okay.

Yi.

You

need to be careful of her.

These rumors won't disappear

because you ignore them.

I don't want to waste time and energy

on such matters.

She can't hurt me.

When rumors

are repeated a hundred times,

they will become the truth.

You can't be that naive.

Qing.

You should go now. I need to work.

Yi.

I'm not leaving.

What do you mean?

I want to stay and keep you company.

What's wrong with you?

What do you mean?

You've seen the situation today.

I need to stay by your side to protect you.

I'm afraid they'll smear your reputation.

Your workplace is far from where I live.

It's not convenient.

What's not convenient?

There are buses.

From now on, I'll come over after work to keep you company.

We'll keep each other company. You won't be lonely anymore.

Are you serious?

Of course I'm serious.

What's with that face?

You don't welcome me?

You know what I'm like.

I'm used to being alone.

Not used to living with others.

I...

Am I like the others?

I'm Zhou Zhaoyuan's younger sister.

I'm Zhou Yunqing.

Whose idea was this?

What do you mean?

Are you here to care for me

or to monitor me?

I don't understand what you're saying.

Did Mr. Yang send you to watch me?

Why are you so prejudiced against him?

He wants to protect you and care for you,

afraid others might ruin your reputation.

What reputation?

He just cares about you.

Is he caring about me

or afraid I'll affect you?

What are you saying?

You're being unreasonable!

I don't want you interfering in my private life.

Is that too much?

Very much so.

Yi Yi.

You're a martyr's widow.

This identity isn't just yours.

You can't disgrace the martyr's name.

You can't be with another man.

Zhou Yunqing!

What?

How can you be so feudalistic?

Even the factory women are more progressive than you.

You're talking nonsense!

I understand now.

Go back and tell Mr. Yang.

Thank him for his good intentions.

I'll protect my own reputation.

Also,

my affairs have nothing to do

with you or Mr. Yang.

If you two are worried I'll

affect your bright futures,

then distance yourself from me again.

I won't.

I'm not leaving.

You won't leave?

Yes.

Then I'll go.

Don't go.

If you leave, I'll tear up your manuscript.

Tear it up if you want.

I'm not leaving anyway.

[Footprints of Change]

[Episode 15]

Thank you.

You're welcome.

What's your name, little girl?

My name is Yuanyuan, meaning aid to North Korea against the U.S.

How old are you?

I'm 5 years old.

Where are your parents?

My dad is working.

I'm playing by myself.

Good girl.

Don't make any noise.

Take her home first.

I'll be there shortly.

Minister Wen.

Ms. Yi.

Yuanyuan.

Daddy.

Is this your daughter?

Yes, she is.

Did you say hello to the lady?

She did.

Yuanyuan, let's go home.

Daddy, I want a sketchbook.

A sketchbook? Okay.

I'll give you one.

That won't do.

This doesn't count as a bribe, right?

According to our rules,

this counts as a bribe.

Let's go home first.

I'll bring you a sketchbook when I come back, okay?

Okay, go home with me first.

Your daughter is adorable.

Your wife must have such a noble character.

When Yuanyuan was too young to understand,

her mother passed away.

I'm sorry.

It's nothing.

Good.

This is the newly released

Jean-Christophe, Volume 4,

right?

This was Zhaoyuan's favorite book when he was alive,

but unfortunately he only read up to Volume 3.

Regarding Comrade Zhaoyuan,

I have something to give you.

Would you mind sitting for a while?

Of course not.

Here.

I know

this is somewhat cruel,

but I think it's necessary for you to know about

the cause Comrade Zhaoyuan fought for.

These are

Comrade Zhaoyuan's interrogation records

and his final letter we found.

He loved you deeply.

[Pocket]

[This is the book Comrade Zhaoyuan read when he was alive]

How long has it been?

Half an hour.

That long already?

When will the power come back?

Can you fix this problem?

Why didn't you take it out earlier?

I couldn't find the matches.

Comrade Zhou,

I'd like to discuss something with you.

I want to

take our relationship

to the next level,

a romantic one.

That's so sudden.

I need to think about it.

Okay.

I'll think with you.

Think about it now?

Why do you like me?

Because I'm a martyr's family member?

Not just that.

I've summarized two reasons.

First,

before Comrade Zhaoyuan's identity was revealed,

you were able to draw a clear line

and work hard

to overcome difficulties.

I really admire it.

Second,

I think you're a kind person.

From my observations during this time,

I see you care about the people and environment around you.

Some time ago,

when I was working frantically,

one night

I was on the verge of breaking down.

It was you

who brought me dinner.

You know what?

That meal you cook

was the most delicious one

I've ever had.

That was just cafeteria food.

Mr. Yang.

Sorry, we had another power outage.

Why is it always you?

Straighten your hat.

Straighten your hat.

Why do you always have power outages at times like this?

I don't understand.

Let me tell you.

This is the most

difficult time for work.

Why do problems always happen with you?

You... let me tell you...

Look around.

Mr. Yang.

-Who is as fat as you? -Mr. Yang.

Sir, thank you.

You can go first.

Excuse me, Mr. Yang.

Yes.

Could you stop getting angry all the time?

It's a bit scary.

Comrade Zhou.

I'm sorry.

But

what just happened makes me even more certain

that you are a warm

and kind person.

Just now,

you were able to help that electrician

get out of trouble.

You know,

if you hadn't interrupted,

that man would have been in danger.

Your smile is beautiful.

I have canine teeth.

I'll take that answer as a yes,

Comrade Zhou.

Let's make progress together.

This is the evaluation list

that our department

is preparing to submit.

Four people meet the requirements

for years of service and political criteria.

Here are their background check materials.

This list seems quite biased.

You mean Yang?

I think with his experience,

he should have been promoted long ago.

Let's leave it to the Party Committee to discuss and decide.

I've asked all the committee members.

They have no objections.

You're the only one who hasn't given your opinion.

I know

you're prejudiced against Yang,

right?

It's not prejudice.

It's criticism.

I really don't understand.

You're so patient with those capitalists,

wealthy ladies,

and petty bourgeoisie

and can see their strengths.

Why are you so harsh only on Yang?

Why?

Because he's not a capitalist.

He's not petty bourgeoisie either.

He's a member of Communist Party of China.

His every word and action represents the Party

and the government.

Is it wrong for me to hold him to higher standards?

Yes, I admit

that Yang can be radical sometimes

and has said some extreme things.

But he's improved a lot now.

For the sake of work,

he wasn't even present when his mother passed away.

That's exactly what he did wrong.

Why didn't he go back?

Which part of the work here couldn't function without him?

Then tell me,

among these candidates,

who has performed better than him?

We're selecting talent.

It should put quality before quantity.

We're not just filling quotas.

So you'd rather waste this position

than promote Yang, right?

Let me emphasize again.

I personally have no authority

to decide whether an official gets promoted or not.

It's up to the Party Committee to discuss and decide.

But you have the final say, don't you?

Be straightforward.

Do you agree to promote Yang?

I don't agree.

I've already stated my reasons.

All right, Ms. Fang.

Have some water first.

[Shanghai Municipal People's Government]

Come in.

Sir,

are you busy?

What is it?

For this department evaluation,

my name is on the list.

This is my personal statement.

I was hoping you could

give me some guidance.

A personal statement should be authentic.

You don't need others' opinions.

Yes.

A personal statement

does require authenticity.

However,

what one himself considers true

often differs from how others see it.

For instance,

last Sunday,

Commissioner Yan

invited me to his home.

He told me a story.

It was about

an ancient minister

who worked tirelessly to help his king

day and night.

Yet he was considered too diligent,

suspected of overstepping his authority.

Not only was he not promoted,

he was demoted

and exiled.

Don't you think

Commissioner Yan's story

is truly sigh-inducing, right?

Commissioner Yan still enjoys

discussing history with young people.

Sir,

I'm here

to

communicate with you

frankly,

so as to help you understand me better

and eliminate any prejudice

or bias you might have.

Please

give me this chance.

You say you want to communicate frankly with me,

and to have an open dialogue.

But you start by labeling me,

assuming I have prejudice and bias against you.

Do you expect me to wear this label

while talking with you?

Sir, am I

wrong?

Of course you are.

Think about it.

When you first came to our department,

I had high expectations for you.

I gave you so many opportunities.

But what did you do?

Now all the people in the commerce and industry realm in Shanghai

have complaints about you.

Isn't it normal

that they

have issues with me?

If they don't,

it means

I'm in the same boat with them.

Yang,

with your current ideology,

you are not suitable for this job.

What do you mean?

For the public-private partnership

and capitalist transformation,

I've devoted all my energy.

I believe

I can make a difference.

I'm doing this

to protect you.

Do you understand?

I don't know.

I'm going to report this to Commissioner Yan.

Okay.

Go ahead.

Go.

Why aren't you more enthusiastic?

Hello.

Go.

Don't go.

Why go?

Don't go.

Why not go?

We're already here, why not go?

It's useless talking to her. She won't go.

I know her.

How do you know if we don't try?

Really, don't go.

What are you doing?

Comrade Zhou Yunqing.

Even if she goes,

there will be so many people there,

including leaders and students,

even Minister Wen.

What if she embarrasses herself again?

You make a good point.

Minister Wen will be there.

No matter anything happens, Minister Wen will solve it.

Why are you so worried?

Xiurong already said

she's petty bourgeois

and needs gradual reformation.

You can't rush it. You're too impatient.

Is Su Xiurong completely right?

Not necessarily.

Why do we have to listen to you about everything?

Listen to me about everything? When?

Since we started our romantic relationship,

have I eaten even a bit of green onion?

I give up.

Also, let me tell you,

I don't

like darkness.

Our building often has power outages.

I remind you every time

to bring matches.

Then why don't you bring them?

I brought candles

with me every day.

Why do you always like to quibble now?

Let me tell you.

You always use

such kind of expression

to achieve your goal.

It's not good.

What are you doing?

That's a huge mosquito.

Let me see.

What did we come here for?

To get her to join the event.

That's right.

What are you doing then?

Let's go.

Come on.

Right, you just use

such kind of

special tactics to demand

to achieve your goals. That's right.

You're here.

Qing.

Why are you crying?

Yi.

Next week is May Fourth Youth Day.

Our department is holding an event.

We'd like to invite you to talk about

Zhouyuan's glorious deeds.

Could you come?

This is good news. Why are you crying?

Ms. Yi,

I came today

mainly to apologize to you.

Regarding

the reformation of bourgeois intellectuals,

I was indeed too impatient.

My words were a bit extreme.

It has caused...

Qing, come in and talk.

It has caused

disturbance to your life.

Sit here.

Yi.

Will you go?

Can you come?

I'll go.

Really?

Yes, really.

Mr. Yang.

Yi says she'll come.

Calm down.

Don't make noise.

This is a good thing. Of course she can go.

Ms. Yi Yi,

for this speech,

there will be not only teachers and students,

but also reporters.

So we

have prepared a speech for you.

Qing,

have you eaten?

Not yet.

Then I'll get you something to eat.

Sit here and wait for me.

Yi, don't trouble yourself.

The speech mainly covers

Comrade Zhaoyuan's

glorious deeds

and his

daily life details.

Yi ignored you, right?

It's nothing.

It's okay that she reads from the speech.

Come here.

Come over.

Eat more, please.

Everybody.

This is

the wife of martyr Zhou Zhaoyuan,

Comrade Yi Yi.

Now,

let's invite her to tell us about

the glorious deeds of martyr Zhou Zhaoyuan.

Let's give her a round of applause.

Please.

Teachers and fellow students,

hello.

Just now, Ms. Qing

called me Comrade.

I really don't deserve such honor.

Zhou Zhaoyuan and I

were a couple,

but when he was alive,

I didn't know his real identity.

I didn't know

how to share with you his glorious deeds.

It wasn't until a knowledgeable leader

gave me the last belongings of Zhaoyuan that

I finally understood the meaning of the saying

"Without the Communist Party of China,

there would be

no new China".

These were Zhaoyuan's last words to me.

Dear Yi,

what I least wanted

was for you to read this letter.

To die for our country,

I have no regrets.

I couldn't sleep at night.

Watching you sleep so peacefully,

I feel it's so good,

and beautiful.

When I left,

Shanghai was still in April,

chilly in the mornings and evenings.

You love to look beautiful

and don't like wearing too many layers.

But at least don't catch a cold.

When I left,

you were still working on your designs.

Are the finished clothes ready now?

You must look

very beautiful in them.

Sadly, I'll never see that.

When reading and working at night,

don't stay up too late.

Rest well

so you'll have more energy.

Due to the nature of my work,

I couldn't leave you any valuable possessions.

If you face any difficulties,

you can ask Zihe for help.

Please don't struggle alone.

Revolution

is my unwavering belief.

I have never regretted it.

So please don't grieve for me.

If there is a next life,

we will surely be together.

I go to the afterlife first.

Take care,

my love.

Zhou Zhaoyuan.

Thank you.

Not at all.

I was just passing by today.

I don't believe it.

I know you care about me

and worry I might break down.

You're doing very well.

What touches people most

is always sincerity.

I'm reading those books you gave me.

Although it's a bit difficult for me,

I'm determined to finish them.

I also want to know

what exactly is attracting and influencing Zhaoyuan.

Even though I don't fully understand,

I can feel that

it's something sacred and noble.

Welcome to

join us anytime, if you want.

With my personality,

I think I'd better not join you,

but be a witness and supervisor of the ruling party.

Take care of your wound and get some rest.

Comrade Zhou.

Hello.

Mr. Yang.

Director.

Mr. Yang.

Hello, Director.

You're here.

Let's talk inside.

No, no.

We won't disturb Chief's rest.

It's like this.

I've seen you taking care of Chief Yan these days

while managing your work.

It must be exhausting.

I wasn't sure what I could do to help,

so I made

two dishes.

Please try them.

What delicious food is this?

You're flattering me.

These past few days,

you haven't been guiding our work

and I've been feeling quite anxious.

So I

summarized a few points

about ideological improvements I need to make.

I'd like to report them to you.

Guy.

I need to give you some advice.

Work and

health are both important.

Understood.

Did you get that?

I got it.

So you need to take care of your health now.

Only with good health can you do revolutionary work well.

Yes.

Remember that, okay?

I will.

Zhou.

Comrade Zhou.

Hello.

It's like this.

I...

I just read

your recorded documents.

There are some differences with the materials I recorded.

Could I verify some things with you?

Did I make some mistakes?

No.

Well,

we can talk after eating

or talk while eating.

Here, take this.

Take it. Don't be shy.

He made this.

Try his cooking.

You're lucky

to try his cooking.

Also, different people

have different

tastes for the food.

Thank you, Director.

Director.

Have you eaten yet?

Don't be shy. I have some inside.

Eat. Don't be shy.

Okay.

Thank you.

I'll talk with her about work.

You two talk. I'll go check inside.

All right.

Take care, Director.

Go.

Comrade Zhou.

Director, I just mopped the floor.

It's slippery. Please be careful.

Got it.

So, it's like this,

when recording,

well...

well...

Sit down.

Director gave me food.

Yes.

I just mopped the floor.

I didn't do anything else.

Mr. Yang.

I'll eat then.

Go ahead.

It has green onions, right?

Yes.

I don't eat green onions.

I know.

There's another portion

without green onions.

You made a portion for me too?

Yes. I see you taking care of the Chief

while juggling your work.

You've lost weight.

So I made a portion for you.

No green onions.

Eat up.

I'll eat then.

Eat.

It's delicious.

Good, isn't it?

Really tasty.

So you can cook too.

Yes.

I like cooking for myself when I'm alone.

I have a big appetite.

I think I didn't make enough.

Mr. Yang, you just said

there are some questions?

What questions?

For you.

A pen for me?

Yes. Actually, your records are fine.

But you need to practice your handwriting.

Whose handwriting should I practice?

Let me show you this.

This is my handwriting.

Actually, my handwriting

can be mistaken for several masters'

calligraphy.

But

I suddenly realized

if I only imitate others,

I would lose myself.

So,

I developed my own style.

That's amazing.

Can I learn from you?

Of course.

Let's eat first,

and after the meal,

we'll practice calligraphy.

Thank you, Mr. Yang.

This is for your calligraphy practice.

I can have the one with green onions.

Let's eat together.

You can cook too?

I live alone and enjoy cooking.

Really?

I should

learn how to cook too,

and learn from you.

Chang.

Yes?

Are you busy now?

Not at all.

Come, let's have a chat.

Sir, please have a seat.

No need.

It's just a few words.

I'll stand.

Please sit down.

If you don't sit, I won't dare to talk to you.

Please sit down.

Alright, let's sit and talk.

Let me stand. It's fine.

You're standing while talking to me.

What's that supposed to mean? Want me to look up to you?

No, no.

Sit down and talk.

Comrade Chang,

stand up.

Let's talk standing.

We'll both stand and talk.

It's like this.

Ms. Fang

has told you everything, right?

Yes. She told me.

She said you're extremely busy with work,

and I completely understand.

You're a leader with countless responsibilities.

That's normal.

Don't worry.

I definitely won't interfere with your work.

Ms. Fang also said you don't like movies

but prefer symphony music.

I've never listened to symphony music,

but I bought a phonograph and records.

Now I listen every day after work.

I'm learning.

Ms. Fang told you these?

Ms. Fang also said

I'd learn to cook more dishes

to ensure your balanced nutrition

so I can take good care of you.

If Ms. Fang said all that,

I think it's necessary to tell you today…

Chang Huijuan,

the patient in bed 16 needs your nursing care.

Sir, I'll go attend to my duties now.

After I finish my work,

I'll come back to report my thoughts to you.

Ms. Yi.

Fen's first mother-in-law is here.

I just saw her at the entrance.

What do you mean by first mother-in-law?

Fen is remarried.

So her current mother-in-law is the second one.

And the first mother-in-law is

from her first marriage.

What nonsense?

Fen's first husband died young.

He died just one month after they got married.

Fen was a widow for about 7 or 8 years.

She finally found a decent man to marry.

Fen!

Run!

Where's Fen? Fen!

If our fellow villager hadn't told me,

I would've thought you were dead.

I even went to the temple to pay for blessings for you.

-You went to Shanghai with another man? -Ms. Tang.

-You shameless bastard! -Where is Comrade Su?

Comrade Su went to a meeting.

Make them quiet down and sit.

What are you doing? Stop arguing.

Sit down now.

Listen to the leader.

Granny,

let's talk this through calmly.

Who are you?

This is our family business.

It has nothing to do with you.

Fen's marriage is completely legal.

It was approved by the committee.

Enough!

What do you mean by legal?

Fen already has a husband.

She's my daughter-in-law.

She belongs to our family.

Hasn't your son been dead for 7 or 8 years?

She brought him bad luck and caused his death!

Don't spread feudal superstitions.

When my son was one year old,

his father died.

I remained a widow my entire life.

You shameless woman,

you couldn't do the same.

She's not you,

nor is she Xiang Lin's wife, the lamentable widow.

You're Xiang Lin's wife!

You're the unlucky woman!

How dare you push our leader!

Girls, get her!

You shameless.

You shameless.

Get her out of here! Out!

You shameless woman!

Take her out!

Alright, everyone, back to work.

You all go back to work too.

Fen,

are you okay?

Don't be afraid.

You've done nothing wrong.

Ms. Yi.

I'm fine.

Take a rest.

It's okay.

Editor-in-Chief Ji.

Minister Wen.

What a rare visitor you are. Please sit down.

Alright.

Have a seat.

What brings you to my office?

Here, have some water.

No, well...

Sir, you're just pretending not to know.

Your capable assistant

is coming to our newspaper office.

Don't you know?

Yang Xue'an.

[We hereby send Comrade Yang Xue'an to work at your office]

He's going to work there?

Yes.

It was arranged by the city leadership.

He'll be working as a reporter.

I see.

What kind of person is he?

He's dedicated and responsible,

highly motivated,

with good writing skill,

and is an excellent young cadre.

That's reassuring.

Now that he's so excellent,

how can you bear to let him go, sir?

Talent needs to circulate.

Don't you agree?

You're highly conscious, sir.

All right then.

When the official transfer order from the city government arrives,

I'll send it to you.

Good.

I won't take up any more of your time.

I'll be going now.

Leaving already?

Yes, I'm off.

Would you like some water?

No, thanks.

Too much is going on at the newspaper.

All right.

Goodbye, sir.

Welcome to visit me often.

Sure, goodbye!

Okay, goodbye.

He's gone.

Does anyone have any potatoes left?

Give me a potato,

and I'll tell you a secret.

What is it?

Guess what?

Why is Ms. Yi

so worked up about Widow Fen

remarrying?

No idea.

Ms. Yi has been a widow for several years now.

No less time than Fen.

Who would Ms. Yi fall in love with?

That silver-spoon Fu?

Ms. Su already said it's not him.

Of course it's not silver-spoon Fu.

He is so rich,

and has several concubines.

If he wanted some fun or an affair,

he'd go for a young girl.

What kind of man do you think Ms. Yi would choose?

She would surely

want another high official.

But if she's now seeing a rickshaw puller

or some laborer, it wouldn't be surprising.

You know what I mean, sisters?

Yes, indeed.

No wonder I always see her taking

Aniu's rickshaw at the entrance.

You saw that too?

I saw it as well.

Miss Yi Yi.

Seems you're all very interested in my private life.

I heard you and Fen are from the same hometown.

Not exactly.

I came to Shanghai very early.

How did Fen's former mother-in-law

know she was here?

Someone must have tipped her off.

What this person's intentions were,

I don't know.

But I can tell you all clearly.

This is the new China.

The old feudal ethics and morals

will surely be buried.

Those with ill intentions

will eventually face the consequences.

I...

I didn't mean that, Ms. Yi.

We...

we all like you very much.

I just gossip.

Ms. Yi,

you're not angry, are you?

Please don't be angry.

You're not going to fire me, are you?

You can't fire me!

I have elderly parents and young children to support.

If you fire me, what will I do?

Ms. Yi,

if you really fire me,

I'll kill myself right in front of you.

What's all this noise?

Wen Manli,

what nonsense are you talking again?

Try to go die?

Ms. Su.

Get back to work first.

We'll talk after the shift ends.

Stop.

What did you just say about Yi?

I'm asking you.

I... I...

Yi, what did she say about you?

Nothing.

I know your file very well.

I'll deal with you later.

Stop gossiping about Yi.

Let's go.

Alright, alright.

Finish your meal and get back to work.

Hello, Director Fang.

Hello, Director Fang.

Hi.

Minister Wen,

could you come out for a moment?

What is it?

Let's talk in your office.

I'm in a meeting right now.

Just two words.

Go ahead.

Has Old Ji contacted you?

If you don't want Yang to leave,

don't approve his transfer order.

The receiving institution has come to me,

and I knew nothing about it.

Is that normal?

Yang said you told him to leave,

so we naturally assumed you knew about it.

So you're saying

that you

don't want Yang to leave?

Actually, he doesn't want to leave either.

He's just pretending he wants to go,

hoping you'll ask him to stay.

He's overthinking this.

Alright, I understand.

I need to go to a meeting now.

I haven't finished yet.

Why would your factory accept

someone like Wen Manli?

I know her file very well.

She used to be a dancer at Paramount.

She has absolutely no feelings for the new society.

People like her are just trash.

If we don't take care of her,

her family would end up on the streets.

New China is just established.

We should contribute to our country.

What about her spreading rumors?

Should we deduct her work points

and give her a demerit?

Fine, I'll handle this.

Don't be angry.

You two keep talking. I need to go.

Okay.

Yi.

You

need to be careful of her.

These rumors won't disappear

because you ignore them.

I don't want to waste time and energy

on such matters.

She can't hurt me.

When rumors

are repeated a hundred times,

they will become the truth.

You can't be that naive.

Qing.

You should go now. I need to work.

Yi.

I'm not leaving.

What do you mean?

I want to stay and keep you company.

What's wrong with you?

What do you mean?

You've seen the situation today.

I need to stay by your side to protect you.

I'm afraid they'll smear your reputation.

Your workplace is far from where I live.

It's not convenient.

What's not convenient?

There are buses.

From now on, I'll come over after work to keep you company.

We'll keep each other company. You won't be lonely anymore.

Are you serious?

Of course I'm serious.

What's with that face?

You don't welcome me?

You know what I'm like.

I'm used to being alone.

Not used to living with others.

I...

Am I like the others?

I'm Zhou Zhaoyuan's younger sister.

I'm Zhou Yunqing.

Whose idea was this?

What do you mean?

Are you here to care for me

or to monitor me?

I don't understand what you're saying.

Did Mr. Yang send you to watch me?

Why are you so prejudiced against him?

He wants to protect you and care for you,

afraid others might ruin your reputation.

What reputation?

He just cares about you.

Is he caring about me

or afraid I'll affect you?

What are you saying?

You're being unreasonable!

I don't want you interfering in my private life.

Is that too much?

Very much so.

Yi Yi.

You're a martyr's widow.

This identity isn't just yours.

You can't disgrace the martyr's name.

You can't be with another man.

Zhou Yunqing!

What?

How can you be so feudalistic?

Even the factory women are more progressive than you.

You're talking nonsense!

I understand now.

Go back and tell Mr. Yang.

Thank him for his good intentions.

I'll protect my own reputation.

Also,

my affairs have nothing to do

with you or Mr. Yang.

If you two are worried I'll

affect your bright futures,

then distance yourself from me again.

I won't.

I'm not leaving.

You won't leave?

Yes.

Then I'll go.

Don't go.

If you leave, I'll tear up your manuscript.

Tear it up if you want.

I'm not leaving anyway.